hullo.

2007-12-19T01:19:00.001+08:00

Hello blogspot. (:

2007-02-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hello dearest friends.
I'll see you at the other site/side (;
{Click.}
XOXO, Shaminah (relink me,thankyouverymuch.)

2007-02-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

Coffee and Cigarettes.

damn i'm still unwell.
blood donation this wednesday. i can't wait :)
school's been fine, i guess. apart from the daily headaches & rheumatism syndromes.
trainings are slowly improving, i'm really happy.
town with the team ytd was goodgood.
MY COMPLEXION'S DAMNNNN BAD NOW, I HATE MY FACE (okay what am i talking about .. i always have hated my complexion anyway)
I ATE ALOT THIS WEEK.
mom says diana ross is michael jackson's really good friend.
getting back my phone this friday. i'm not excited, really.
priya, i hope you're okay. Mom'll be fine!
nutty i want lj ;D
oh, we HAVE t go SS (not spelling it out in full now) on monday! STOCK UP, STOCK UP.

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now.

headache's getting to me, i should get some sleep, but no.
GOING TO DO WORK NOW.
i want to talk to nut now, but she's having church :(

i feel like doing something to my hair. giving the lower half a lil' wave or something.
okay wth, who am i kidding.
meeting mom for dinner later, & movie after that. TIME TO BOND WITH THE MOTHER (:
running 10km tmrw, i don't care if i'm sick.

Matchbook Romance's Tiger Lily is a beautiful, beautiful song.

EDIT/
HAHAHAHA NUT JUST CALLED ME AT MY HOME PHONE AT 1245.
FREAKING OUT OF HER MIND, BUT IT WAS AN ESSENTIAL PHONECALL. HAHAHAHA
ended up going for dinner at bukit timah with the extended family :)

we drove past Liquid Kichen(!!) and i got reminded of you.
at midnight, when I was on the phone with Bestie at the carporch, I saw this guy piggy back-ing (haahha ok whatever) his gf, and I got reminded of you.

2007-01-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

we had this lit field trip to Kranji War Cemetery after sch today.
it was really good, i enjoyed it. & it took time away from everything, leaving me to think about manymany things.
death (so morbid), war, love and so many other random things.
it was fun, in a very different way.
nut and i sat a distance apart, AWAY FROM THE REST OF THE LIT STUDENTS (HAHAH) and we sat in the middle of many tombstones, penning down our thoughts.
i like it, should do something like that soon.
trg was fab ytd, we'll make it fab-er tmrw.
i don't feel bad about skipping econs lecture today, since rabbit came out of it after an hour saying, "aiyah i didn't learn anything at all la."
shit i've taken a great liking to the cafe's Hotdog Delights.

ps/ i like my othello tutor cos she's hot & she writes nice stuff in my notebook!

i miss my best friend.

2007-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

I RAN 10KM TODAY! yay yay yay.
in 60 mins exactly. i went at a slower speed since it was my first time running such a long distance at one go.
25 rounds around the school track can be so .. boring.
(nvm, stan and i are gonna run somewhere FUN tgt soon!)
thank God for the weather, it was purrrrfect.
lesson learnt : MENTAL STRENGTH > PHYSICAL STRENGTH.
i'm gonna do it again, when time & energy allows me to. it makes me happy.
amd the run wasn't like a OH-MY-GOD-I-WANNA-DIE-SO-BAD kind of tiring :)
i felt pretty energetic after that, oh yay.
thank you SO MUCH charm, priya, gina, and marlene. thank you for encouraging, girls :)

we watched 'O' for lit tutorial tdy. modern othello. it was, horrifying.
liteng's bday party tmrw (meeting nut and her monster before that for lunch & SHOPPING), netball carnival from 730-330 on sunday.
my weekend's pretty much GONE.

self-trg was productive yet tiring(cos my legs were aching and i had a bad stomachache).
haz huiyu han marlene gina came!
this is the FOURTH time this week, that I'm trg, oh mygoodness.
I ran/trained alot this week, my legs are going to .. die.

Unemployment to study for! Grrr lescture test on monday!
a BIG green spider ATTACKED me at the busstop today, DAMNIT LA. so embarrasing, you don't want to know what happened after that.
and mr Ariffin EXCLAIMED "YOU'RE THINNER THAN A BARBIE!!!", when i offered him chocolates (they weren't mine)
that's what i get for telling him that taking more than one chocolate wasn't going to do him any bad. wahlao, i'm not offering him chocolates anymore.
i'm so hungry. i only had choclates & some chips & a slice of guava for the whole day & it's 1 am now already.
that isn't even proper food! and when i was walking home, i puked it all out anyway ):
MY MAID'S TRYING TO STARVE ME. I KNOW SHE IS.

THIS IS WHAT I DO IN SCHOOL.
and this is why I get bad grades, teehee.

2007-01-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

badminton for pe was gooooood ( i can't believe i'm saying this) !!
oh, i can finally serve.
cameron yaw's so annoying i tell you. I WANT TO PUNCH HIS FACE.

I ATE SO MUCH TODAY DAMNIT.
CURRYPUFFS, SHARED SOME GORENG WITH NUT, MACS(which i puked it all out grr) and PIZZA.

trg tdy = third trg of the week ,ten rounds track, TEAM TALK(!!), very short drill with everyone counting loudly, lots of pizza in the middle of the road to school.
I love my teammates; EVERYONE SINGLE ONE OF THEM.
say hello to a new team (:
i'm looking forward to trgs now.
self-trg tmrw = FOURTH trg of the week.
i want to try running 10km in school tmrw (:
I HOPE I DO I HOPE I DO I HOPE I DO.

useless timetable tmrw.
reading plot summary for Othello now, byebye!
ps/ congrats wanxian & xinling on your new netball team!

2007-01-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

so much has happened, or so i feel.
the saga's over :)
i'm a happier person now, and i hope it lasts.
my legs are hurting really badly.
this is what happens when you run everyday and you don't bother stretching after that.

nut and i met aud for lunch ytd!
welcome party for J1 netballers went well tdy.
happy bday germ (slim shady!) , captain idiot (minnie mouse) and cheeky carebear (HOTSTUFF!)
may all your pandan wishes come true!
trg tmrw (okay, third trg for the week). pizza with the team after trg (:

I HAVE TO READ MY SHAKESPEAREAN TEXT DAMNIT.
i've been procrastinating it, and i'm getting so pissed off at myself.
othello othello othello. tragedy tragedy tragedy. black man, white girl.
argh, badminton for pe tmrw. disgusting.
i think i like sports which require running, chasing after some ball, or whatever .. better.
I DON'T LIKE SHUTTLECOCKS.
aiyah whatever, goodnight.

granny's coming home tonight (!!)
thank you God, for sending her home safely :)

Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

2007-01-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

the past 24 hrs have been a fluctuation of emotions.
lets see.
I don't know how many times I cried today.
sidetrack : rezwan just called.
(this is the last time i'll be mentioning him on my blog , don't worry)
But thank you bestie, nut & shumz.
gina dear, i love you.

THIS IS FOR NATANIA.
I LOVE YOU (MY LOVE/BABY) FOR MAKING ME SO HAPPPY!

bestie's my best (:

2007-01-21T12:19:00.000+08:00

I AM going to do my work tdy (:
: Economics essay
: Read up Unemployment notes
: Geog essay
: Compile Another Place annotations/themes ( I like Boey Kim Cheng's poems! Please don't judge me. )
: Math Functions Weekend Assignment
: Speed-read Othello (when I get the book from nut tmrw that is. I have four days to read it)

I feel like going shopping after school tmrw, even if I end lessons at 5.
Just getting a dress or something. HA!
I've this crazy urge t gets sthg from F21.

oh, rezwan's leaving in a few hours' time to the lovely melbourne for his university studies! have funfunfun(!!!) there :D
okay i'll make this short & yeah, heck even if it sounds cliche (:
you've been so great, & i'll always remember & cherish everything we did tgt/ you've done for me.
i'll see you in december, when I'll be in Aussie for a short holiday!
thank you, for always making me so happy. thank you for letting me have my way ALL THE TIME hee. thank you God, for when we argue, we make it up in 5 minutes. thank you for rezwan, for he made me a much happier person.
we don't know what the future will hold for us, but whatever it is, you'll be my favvvv paki boy in the whole wide world & you make an absolutely awesome, sexy(hahah) & WONDERFUL friend anyway!
friends forever & ever & ever okay!!

ahhhh, I cannot wait for after A's.
just the thought of it excites me, but HEY the journey to the end scares/exhausts me too.
Holidaying in bangkok & aussie till january.
& i'll start working at national heart centre when jan starts all the way till sch term starts.
(that's gonna be alot of $$$ earned)
oh yay, $$$$ = shopping & more shopping.
i'll buy manymanymany dresses(!!) & tops & clothes & handbags & cosmetic aid & shoes & a sleek handphone & a brandnew mp3 & a digicam & yeah that's about it.
I won't splurge it on food at all, cos I won't be eating. (IN MY DESPERATE QUEST TO BECOME SKINNY)
I'll sign up at AMORE'S / CALIFORNIA FITNESS. sign up for kickboxing / pilates (:
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPIE. well wishes to me.

before that, i have to study hard for my As. (:
OFF TO DO SOME WORK. TAAAA.

2007-01-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

thank you supersuper OH-MY-GOD-YOU'RE-INSAELY-GORGEOUS siti for the email!
(i never knew that you read my blog)
AND IT WAS NOT YOU. you never ever made me feel lousy. you never did. thank you so much. you didn't have to do anything, i knew you cared & you understood.

& yes, whoever reads this boring blog, I AM aware that this is my THIRD ENTRY for today. Ridiculous, i tell you, ridiculous.
STAN MY FAVOURITE SUPERMAN/SOCCER FREAK, THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME UP ;D

HELLO MY LOVES, I'M FINE :D i really really am.
nut's phonecall, chatting with jaryl, talking to stan, siti's email. that's really all it took to make me feel so much better.
I need to settle down, & I am. (:
I'm going to call my darling best friend now, byebye.
(oh my gosh, almost everyone's aking me "how are you?" or "are you fine/okay". thank you everyone! thank you thanks alot! )
1 more thing to be happy about : I spoke to my fav pretty lil' headturner liyuan :D

2007-01-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

sorry bestie, i never ever ever wanted you to feel that way.
it was more, of a moment of solitude that i was in, when i typed that entry.
an internal conflict, or so you can say.
i don't know how to put into words how I feel, when that solitariness surfaces.
It's just an unexplainable "detachment from society" thing. (Oh my god, so Plath.)
sorry love, i know you're always always always there for me.
You're the angel God sent to me & I'm gonna keep you for life. (:
i love you <3

I put some thought into the Day of Judgement. A scary thought, I haven't been good.
God's my source of existence & Saviour.He keeps me functioning everyday. Without Him, I will be nothing. (:

This email was sent to me a really long time ago :WHY MEN ARE HAPPIER PEOPLE (PFFFT)
(inserting my personal take on it : THEY DON'T MENSTRUATE.)

Men Are Just Happier People.
What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.

The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too dirty. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress costs $1500. A Tux rental is only $100.

People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. You have one mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $10 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original colour. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades. You only have to shave your face and neck. You can play with toys all your life. Your belly usually hides your big hips. You need only one wallet and one pair of shoes. You want only one colour for all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look! You can "do" your nails with a penknife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.

You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes. You don't freak out when you go to a party and see another man wearing the same shirt, instead you become buddies.

Hmmm what an interesting email. It's no wonder men belong to the happier, more content breed.
Hahah, not that I'm complaining.
Nothing beats a day out with the girlfriends. (:

2007-01-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

i found the right word t describe how i felt ytd in school.
LOUSY, PLAIN LOUSY.

& joyce! oh my gosh, it's got nothing t go with you hun.
i'm glad you came back though. join us for trgs soon yea? (:

natania, sorry I can't meet you tdy.
sigh, I don't want to go for some stupid bday party.
I'm not even in the mood for anything, except for meeting nut at town & having lunch with her (which was the ORIGINAL plan & I even promised her).
and i can't even do that.
ARGH.

I was thinking about MFF & you know everything else ..
i realise now how much she means to me.
She's so rational about everything, & patient with everything & she's ALWAYS there & she ALWAYS makes sense, somehow.
She's really really MFF (My Favourite Friend).
I love you my Wen Zhou(??) Rani. (:

STOP SULKING LA. (:edito. i miss Bestie :(
I'm gonna study study study over the weekend.
& in the end, it still comes back to me.

2007-01-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

I feel so .. okay nvm.
let's just say, i felt sad/annoyed/disappointed/misunderstood/demoralised/inadequate/confused/helpless/lost & a whole lot of other crap in just a short span of a few hours.
i held my tears back, only cause I didn't want to come across as an .. emotionally fragile .. person.
not in the canteen at least. i should have gone straight home after school.

and at the end of the day, I have no one.
there's really no one I can run to. & that's just how it is.
maybe, that's only how I want it to be.
you're better off not asking what I'm talking about.

AND OHMYGOD WANXIAN I TOTALLY MADE YOUR DAY!
& YOUR BROTHER'S SO COOLZXZXZXZ (:

rezwan!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for just now!
the bestest thing ever okayyyyy!
i love you for putting so much of time & effort & thought into this, i really really really loved it (;
thank you for this whole week.
sunday evening's coming. and you're going.
going away for a really really long time.
rezwan = my veryvery good friend hurhur.

2007-01-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

we drive tonight, and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by, with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise, with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you,
and never let go,
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner to your house, you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"as the words that we'll hang from.

and i don't want to speak these words. cause i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favouite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and run away,
just you and i.

why do i seem to be able to relate to this so perfectly.

ANYWAY!
badminton for pe was horrible.
marcus the basketballer is really nice!
trg was good. running in the rain for a pretty long while & court defence strategies :)
we left at 830 & it was a good day.
i really love my teammates <3 waiting for the bus with 4 others was funfunfun!
sports exchange trip presentation on behalf of the team with pooja dearest, for the JC1 chort tmrw. wish me luck.
stan, i'm so happy you're happy now :D

natania/ MFF, i see you've taken a great liking to What Hurts The Most huh ;D
& to think I wanted to put the same part of the lyrics up on my blog.. SIGH.

Self-trg tmrw, GO PJ NETBALL heh. (:

Oh, & saspurie(my lit tutor, for the uninitatied) called me a kampung girl tdy.
Just cos I told him.. okay nvm.
Lit tutorial was fun. we did Another Place.
I like this collection alot <3 yay.

2007-01-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

If things are meant to be, they're just meant to be.
Right, stan the superman? (:

i have no idea why i've been blogging on a daily basis, but anyway i was tired the whole of today.
I NEED MY SLEEP. byebye i've got so little time & so much work t do.
trg tmrw! we're gonna have a party with lots & lots of pizzas next week. ;D

2007-01-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

I never felt so touched before.
Never.
Just feeling the faith & trust they thrust upon me. It was all too real, too incredible.
They didn't have to say it, it was just there.
Meeting at the PE office with the rest of the Commitee Members was a nightmare.
I could write an essay on it, and I think I was sobbing/crying away half the time.

I wish i knew just what to say now.
Never have I felt this grateful for my team/so loved by them.
Thank you my dear Netball Team 06/07.
For always always always having so much faith in me.
& never ever doubting me & my captainship.
Thank you.

I don't know what to say.
PJ NETBALL TEAM SPELLS FOREVER. (:
the greatest girls alive.
EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. OF. YOU.

I'm not gonna disappoint the 16 of you.
No I won't.
(:
jeannette & the rest made me feel so loved, I couldn't help but cry.
It's been such a tiring day, all the crying's pretty much worn me out.
I'm done with the netball powerpoint for Friday, yay.

No player could ever ask for a better team.
I look forward to training with the girls everyday! (:

anddd BESTIE BABY I MISS YOU.
And you. Thank you for tonight when I was all messed up. Thank you, for everyday.

2007-01-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

it's 1am, and so many things are running through my mind now.
5 hours to school.
training from 5-8 tmrw, & i'm not looking forward to it.

2007-01-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just wanna hide, cause it's you I miss.

2007-01-13T13:36:00.000+08:00

Rezwan, your hair so thick.

It just seems to fit, I can see you with me when I'm older.
Though we both know it's entirely impossible teehee:)

i miss my best friend.
geog test was a bloody waste of time tdy, i should have just skipped it.
& everyone. i'm still phoneless :)
oh! happy eighteenth, hotstuff audrey baby!

dear shumzzie whummzie,
i just want to say that, even if i don't spend all my time with you ..
you're the only person i can always feel so so so close to.
i don't know why, but that's the way it just is.
no reasons why, no explanations either.
i miss you, love.
it's a horrible feeling not to have you around in class anymore.
i don't know why i'm tearing as i write this for you,
but that's just how it is.
somehow, i want last year so badly again, even if it was the most messed up year of my entire life.
shumz, you're so so so special. cheer up baby :)
i love you shumzzie.
i'm always a call away!
(okay, not for now. since i'm phoneless ha!)

I MISS AWESOME FOURSOME.
i don't care if the teachers called us the AWFUL FOURFUL.
i never thought that i'd make such great friends in jc, considering how people say that you never ever feel this sense of attachement to your jc peers. i disagree completely.
we had such a blast when we were together!
we did the stupidest silliest things tgt last year. unbelievable shit.
i hold close to my heart, the 3 of you.
i just want my AF t know, that i love you 3 SO much. (:

i'm gonna ATTEMPT t do my work later.
P P P priyaaaa i'm gonna call you ltr! ;D

2007-01-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

I don't need a man to make it happen. I love Bestie.

okay, so i kinda like deleted the earlier post, cos i sounded .. way too angsty.
school tmrw. I LOATHE IT. I MIGHT WANT TO SKIP IT THOUGH.
i'll see how i feel when i wake up at 630 tmrw ;D

phonecall with bestie love was so hilarious just now.
i love you THE MOST-EST my dear, you're forever. :)

I hate school.
I hate school.
I hate school.

I could chant that for the whole of this year.

2006-12-31T18:35:00.000+08:00

I don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete.

Now i wish my phone wasn't screwed.
(sorry nut sathiya stacey)

Before i forget, i miss you p p p p priya!
&bestie (iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou)
& nut
& AF! (shumz jingz nut)
& charmmy whammy lublub.
& jaryl
& 4S's and The 1N gang (shob saki soef namira)
&aud
& rotifamily
& gaytoots
& mistersex
& 4g3
& yeah, the whole world.

I've decided to stay in for new year's eve & for tmrw as well (:
Too lazy / fat t step out of the house.
I ate ALOT today :( :( :(
can they take my ht/wt next next week?!
(so i can starve myself when sch starts)

I'm not going to eat so much fast food (IE. MACS) next yr
(it feels weird saying next yr cos it's like close to 5 hours away)
i'm going t balance my academics, netball, fun & exercise. OH, & FOOD.

zoo with part of misters ex ytd. it was good, it was good.
i miss the bunch (:
i think i don't like animals.
(i'm better off in the Cool Rest/KFC)
no more zoo for another 2 years.
though i like Inuka & Sheba the polar bears alot :D

06 was a blur.
though i pretty much wasted the whole year, it feels nostalgic thinking abt it.
i did alot of stupid things. the world didn't matter t me.
3/4 of the time i was dreaming/ not giving a care abt anything/ having fun.
but i learnt alot this year (outside classroom context, i mean).
people on the whole, friends, family, jc, options, everything.
i must learn t prioritise my options, think twice before i say something.
( & not eat so much fast food )
be a better friend, be a better daughter, be a better student, be a better team capt (:
i must focus on what i really have t do.

I'm aware of how ridiculously typical this entry sounds.
a oh-2006-is-gone, i-screwed-up, 2007-will-be-a-better-year kinda year-end entry.

but with all that said,
hello 2007.

2006-12-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
(:

shit.
staying at home for three whole days = EATING (like alot)
ALOT.
i bet i put on so much of weight :( :( :(

2006-12-28T16:28:00.000+08:00

if not for my stupid moodswing last saturday, i would have got my Guess handbag.
& maybe a Guess purse too.
why am i so stupid.
( why do i sound so materialistic)

i need to get footwear & that VS hair straightener. & yeah, nothing else.
( & the Guess bags )

Mom & me are fine again. YAY :)
my brother can go & die. that very very rude gangster.
i don't care if you read this & if you tag as anonymous & write some .. rubbish.

Oh, & I can't make outgoing calls / reply to messages.
I can only RECEIVE calls/ msgs.
don't ask why.
It's kinda funny , I feel & i sorta like it this way.

" Every Rose Has It's Thorn" - Poison
We both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside.

& thank you Kannan, for the songs!
( & for saving me from boredom!! )

Gym later, can't wait :D

2006-12-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

firstly, OH MY GOD i'm so sorry bestie dear for oversleeping!
hope you had a gd time at the library w/o me :(

I MISS MY GRANDMA.
she isn't going to be around for a mth.
she's the most gorgeous 57 year old ladyyy :D
i wanna be pretty like her (at least when i'm old, if not for now)
hope she comes back safely.
i never knew i liked / loved her so much.
her absence is SO overwhelming.
God, pls let her come back soon & safely. :)

today's been a horrid horrid day.
i came back from the airport at 6am & i only had AN HOUR'S SLEEP.
(i would only have had 15mins of sleep, if not for my bad habit of oversleeping.
ANDD I OVERSLEPT FOR AN HOUR TODAY!)
stupid match at rgs got cancelled & well, we all wasted our time at rg.
i fell down & cut myself.
AND IT WAS SO COLD THE WHOLE DAY (adidas sweaters are lousy, i tell you)
all that stress was for .. nothing %*&$&$(&(%(*&
gotta be at bloody kallang at 830 for a match tmrw, I HATE WAKING UP SO EARLY to do sthg i .. don't really like.
yesyes, i've lost the passion for the sport. yet again.

see, the cycle just repeated itself again.
just forget it alright, we're not meant to be good friends.
time's proven it t us over & over & over again. some things, we just can't control.

ahhhh shaminah, just shut it okay.
good day, to all of you. :)

ps/ YES PRIYA MY 55 YEAR OLD FRIEND. DETOX ON IT'S WAYYYYY. WE GONNA BE SKINNY. LOL (hahaha suckerrr). AKON KONVICT.

oh! charm's lil' party ytd was good company. thank you dear. :)

2006-12-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

An empty facade
Careless, mildly reckless
Almost so cynical, Almost so delusive.

ohkay, so this week was
vivo & Night At The Museum & haz's sleepover at my place /
lunch with priya&stacey & Night At The Museum(again) with them
(stacey & priya, DUMBDUMB WANT GUMGUM!) /
Priya's place, 7 eleven, the talks & walks
(AND! TRISHA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE 2 YEAR OLD GIRL)
priya love, rmbr the promise we made to each other. forever :) /
dinner at west coast with gorgeous sexy beautiful lovvvvely, Bestie love & the funniest guy in the world, Kannan
(lessons learnt : NEVER have chicken rice after the sun sets & now i know what teh chino means)
& thank you shobi, for the very very pretty bangles & MASALA TEA(!!!) /
endless meet-ups with the friends :)

i have to learn again, what appreciating means.
the new year's coming, it only means A's for me.
i must not lose myself on the way, but how can i, when i haven't even found myself.

I'm a war of head versus heart.

& i'm sorry for everything i couldn't/didn't do, 2006.
i really am ;
i feel sorry for, myself.

How, can I be so ignorant.

somehow, i feel like just staying home the week of xmas.
fill up the empty pages of the notebook.
pause for a lil' while & think, pen it all down.
look, & watch the people around me.
or sit on a stone bench, along the busy streets, watch people pass me by.
people. people who've found themselves, peeople who haven't.

I'd like to go to the mountains, sit in a coffee house, & just, remind myself of how beautiful life is.
how beautiful creation is. :)

Where do you go when you're blue/
Where do you go when you're lonely.

just so you know, this feeling's taken control of me and,
i can't help it.
how can you, of all people, make me so happy in such an effortless , amazing fashion.

oh, & i've taken sthg off my interests, we all need to move on at some point of our lives, yes? :)

XOXO.
I feel so ugly, so inadequate.
(not that the 2 are parallel t each other, in any way)

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby.

Hello beautiful, hope you have a good day.
Merry xmas.

2006-12-19T11:04:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD BESTIE & KANNAN

ARE BACKKKKKKKKK :D

and priya too! (:

2006-12-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

i missed you so much ytd, R.

"Missing You" - Tyler Hilton :)
Everytime I think of you
I always catch my breath
I'm still standing here
And you're miles away
And I wonder why you left me
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spent my time just thinking about you
And its almost driving me wild

But its my heart thats breaking down this long distance line tonight

i just reached home, i walked along the canal in the heavy rain (i didn't give two hoots abt walking faster) , & here i am, completely drenched cos i couldn't be bothered to dry myself.

i think i just need to find myself again, put things into place, set my thinking straight.
i need to get over this phase quickly, it's affecting the people around me :(
thank you for all the msgs, eveyone! (esp my sweet teammates, siti sijie germ marlene)
don't worry, i'm fine.

(okay i just realised i seriously sound like i just went through a breakup or sthg. HAHAHA. for the uninitated, nahhhhhh it's not that. i'm not even in a relationship teehee.)

trg was good tdy! (though i was late by half an hour)
i'm so glad i cleared things up with twin tower, thank you for taking the initative cos i never knew how to bring it up. to think we both felt the same way.
we keep going through this whole tiresome cycle, i hope it doesn't repeat itself again. (:

& i miss shobah so much, i feel so empty / incomplete / lonely without her.

(this is disgusting, i'm blogging on a daily basis now.)
HAVE FUN AT KL, CHARM!

2006-12-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

I'M SUCH A BIG FAN OF 7TH HEAVEN.
(been watching it since pri sch)

JUST LOOK AT THIS, the very FIRST sesason's opening credits.
they were all so small & .. cute (:

TEEHEEEHEEE. i feel so .. nostalgic. HAHAHAA.
& here's how the opening song goes. (:

7th Heaven
When I see their happy faces,
Smilin' back at me
7th heaven
I know there's no greater feelin' than the love of family
Where can you go
When the world don't treat you right
The answer is home
That's the one place that you'll find,
7th heaven.
(I don't know if i quite agree with that.)

Night run with mom later, i hope i'm not too lazy t run my 10km.
anyw everyone, please visit THIS.
they'll give you a discount if they like you enough ;)

2006-12-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

I MISS BESTIE :( why's wednesday morning taking FOREVER to come.
& cos there's no kannan too, i'm deprived of funny youtube videos & L-A-M-E jokes.

the Mango sales is crrrrrrrrrazzzzzzzzzy, i swear, so i gotta couple of tops.
eh eh, i haven't gotten my skinny jeans damnit.
but yeah, i've always preferred Forever21 & Zara, anyhow. (:
but Mango's got nice clutches & sweaters!

AND AND AND. OH MY GOD.
i was THIS close to getting that red Guess handbag. THIS CLOSE, OKAY. THIS CLOSE.
stupid stupid stupid :(
i felt so bad & guilty since Mom's spent alot on me this holidays, & yea, EVEN IF I DID LOVE THAT BAG TO DEATH, i told her "it's okay, i don't need it now".
oh, howwww noble -.-

sch's starting in TWO WEEKS. the very thought of PEE JC just kills me.
(& i haven't touched the bks this whole holidays)
just a random thought : I NEED TO GET LEGGINGS.

and i just realised my brother's been logging into my Msn acct & he's been chatting with my friends.
THAT ASSHOLE, &($^$)(&)*^$%^@#^%, he'll pay for this.

i checked out the One Tree Hill collection dvds for all 3 seasons on Amazon, it's like a 120bucks.
pffft i'd rather top up another 80 bucks & get my Guess bag.
(see, i'm talking abt that bag so often. yesyes, i'm still sulking over the Guess bag, i even dreamt of it -.-)

anyw, i've decided that i'm gonna join as many marathons i can next year :D
yea yea, you could call that a New Year resolution, whatever.
my entries are always so meaningless.
yet another random thought : shopping can make me SO SO happy. (:

Been a long time
Since I lay with you in bed
Conversations, full of words you never said.
Take a picture, write a letter to my love.

2006-12-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

X discipline
X sense of urgency
X commitment

sorry to the 4 people (siti, atiqah, shuting & anqi) for waiting for one hour & having to go home after that.
(& i'm upset at myself for oversleeping too)

uhh, i think my fbts are in a very very, VERY bad condition.
vivo shopping, then movie later.
(pls let me get my zara skinny jeans for my not-skinny legs)

remember us, & all we used to be.

oh, cos of the GARGANTUAN family gathering last night (it felt like it was house warming or sthg), they bought SO MUCH of chocolates, snacks, chips, & basically .. everything unhealthy.
i'm popping Ferrero Rochers into my mouth like they're popcorns.
weight gain on it's way :/

edit//
(sorry charm, i just felt like putting this up. you look so pretty)

2006-12-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

my body's aching, LIKE HELL.
just imagine trg on monday, match on tuesday, trg on wednesday, match ytd.
but it's all paid off. we got second! YIPPEE:D
so i hope this will be an inspiration in the team t do well for zonals next year! like how we played ytd! (:

pooja trained my high jumps (200 or so of them) after monday's trg, & IT WORKED ON COURT.
& so did her 20 sets or so of anywhere ball (which was a killer).
thank you.
thank you everyone. (:
i haven't had enough sleep, but i've set a target t run 10km TWICE for the remaining weeks i have.
& since i'm bloody unemployed, i can spend the rest of the holidays studying & trg.(:

i want more dresses, & those uhh elastic belts(i don't know what it's called),and and and moreeee charm necklaces. AND I DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO START.
bestie, come back quick.

2006-12-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

starbucks, starbursts = natania & p = tshirt&fbts gang heehee.
lunch with p, nut & charm!
NUT I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH.
(even if you ask me a milllion & one embarrassing qns abt .. )

trg was SO BORING. only 7 ppl came down :(
i did so many sets of high jumps ( I DIDNT EVEN JUMP) & so many sets of ANYWHERE BALL.
plus lunges. my thighs are SO gonna break :/

charm pooja & me had a great time tgt after trg.
i love you both:D

2006-12-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away,
But every now and then you come to mind.

I miss you dearly too.
"We will make another day."
it's so not working out :(

ps/ & i'm missing bestie dearest so so much. kannan & her are probably having so much of fun with their bollywood flings. bring me back hot boys ha!
pps/ I ADDED PREMILA HIRUBALAN ON FDSTER! ohmygod. can you believe that!
ppps/ being an official for 4nations was way cool. s'pore team's coolcool.
pppps/ dusty lee's damn hot.
ppppps/ i haven't spent my holidays at home AT ALL. i spend it everyday with charmaine tham HAH.
pppppps/ meeting nut & priya tmrw! trg after that:D
ppppppps/ shumz i miss you :(

shit, i think i like netball again.

2006-12-06T11:32:00.000+08:00

farewell, rezwan.

2006-11-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

HAZWANI. PLEASE DON'T EVER TELL ME THAT I'M SKINNY.

IF I AM SKINNY, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU AHHHHHH

OMG YOU'RE SOOOO DEPRESSING.

DON'T EVER, EVER, EVERRRRRRR TELL ME I'M ANOREXIC & THAT I'M SKINNY AGAIN.

I'LL HIT YOU WITH THE NETBALL POLE TEEHEEHEE :D

i look horribly fugly(okay what's new) with my messy hair, but since haz looks god, here goes:D
this is just to let you, hazwani, know that you did great for the game just now!

don't blame yourself just cos the shots didn't go in at the last quarter.

we all have our bad days yes?

it's really not your fault okay! :D

you were our MVP for KL trip man! cheer up!

i love my team i love my team i love my team i love EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU i love MARLENE(my new partner on court)!

anyw, finally went down to vivo.

yeah, it's cool i guess:D

almost met senthil there ah!

ahh topshop mango zara = $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

i'm LOCKED out of home cos i never ever EVER carry my keys ard.

( i don't believe in carrying keys ard)

so here i am, listening to rezwan's super gorgeous granny, singing paki songs.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD SHE'S SINGING -.-

but hell, she's so cute(:

ps : i still want that nokia 7390!

2006-11-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

I WANT A NOKIA7390
I WANT A NOKIA7390
I WANT A NOKIA7390
I WANT A NOKIA7390
!!
(in powder pink, please)

AHHHHHHHHHH
i want it more than i want all the pretty clothes & heels in the world
it's the ONLY THING on my wishlist right now.
& yes, i AM aware of how ridiculously materialistic i sound at this point of time, considering the fact that others have LOVE PEACE HAPPINESS GOODGRADES & all that other bull on thier wishlists.
but yeah, for NOW, all i want is THAT PHONE.
( oh & island creamery's ReverseO)
:D:D:D

anyway, i like running ALOT.
esp on a rainy day :)
HELLO CHARMAINE THAM HOT LEGS.
HELLO PRIYA SILWA(!!!!!) HOT INDIAN GIRL
(we're so desperate, i think if they offered us a job as cleaners, we'd do it HAHA. & let's just cheer ourselves up even if nut doesn't wanna pick up our calls hee. KISSES!)

trg ytd was summed up by jeannette's entry HAHAHAHA.
sham and han's defence improved by many leaps and bounds. like a bunny hopping all over the place. sham is a future ballerina i swear. she and han's combi is only the best of defending i've ever seen only lah. tonight was good.all that bitching in the air.

edit// 10pm
I MISS YOU :(

2006-11-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Seventeenth Nut.
i hope you liked the not-so-surprise party janice & i planned for you:D
you've been the greatest friend. really, the greatest.
you make so happpppppppy all the time, i feel like i'm on drugs.
your patience & your sense of humour (mostly satirical) & your wholesome individuality, TRULY AMAZES ME.
seriously, JUST WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU.
I love you so so so SO much. (:

we played our first Junior league match ytd & we won 48-8.
not our best performance, i know we can do much much better.
BUT GOOD WORK GIRLS. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
speaking of which, gina's coming for trg tmrw! yay yay what joy:D
charmaine tham, my hot chindian model, get well soon & come back for trg!:D

i ran about 5km with yuhan & carebear tdy.
i really like running INDOORS.

GYM SOON! :D:D:D
I WANNA BE SKINNY (AND NO.i am NOT anorexic)

You're better than any rainbow

You're brighter than the sun

You look like my first day of summer

When my spring is on the run

You're gold and more gold

And you're platinum too

With snow toned, copper attitude

I don't know what I'd do without you.

hokay, this sounds horrendously cheesy, but yea. (:

it just hit me, after last night's tiff, that i don't really want 14th dec to come.

2006-11-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH STEP UP AGAIN.
rezwan! let's watch it for the third time at the movies! AHAHAH :D
you're bloody going away anywayyyyyyy.

i'm so addicted to the Step Up soundtrack. SO SO addicted :)
cip's finally ended. it was great with aisyah & christabel.
i met so many people, greater insight to Singaporean generosity, yea?

so, from next week till the end of hols, it's gonna be just netball & the books :)

"...forever."
yeah right.

2006-11-18T11:07:00.000+08:00

how can that stranger's face be STUCK in my head,
when i'm so bad with faces.

2006-11-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY, WAS BY FAR.
THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
okay, actually it was the most painful horrifying awfully dramatic hysterical day, EVER.

my stooopeeeed cramps got the better of me, & I SWEAR, i thought i was gonna die (okay wth)
i was perspiring like mad even though i felt like i was freezing.
i was puking like a mad girl & considering the fact that i was puking on an empty stomach .. that just made it, worse.
what was supposed to be a great lunch with bestie turned out to me cutting the taxi queue of about 10 people, just to get back at home.
thank god for bestie (&my grannnnny) :D
she took such good care of me, i love you my dear :)
my mom & me PLUS bestie & her mom are gonna have a girl's day out soon! YAY YAY.

metro cip later at century square! for FIVE whole hours :)
an hour train ride later! (i always prefer long bus rides)
it's only for today & tmrw though!
byebye you all.

I absolutely love the Step Up soundtrack by Samantha Jade :D

edit//
the very fickle-minded rezwan's going overseas (again) to do his uni course there & he's leaving at the end of dec!
i won't have anymore of my favvv late night suppers anymore & no more countless tubs of Ben & Jerry's & no more stupid pranks & no more .. everything.
but that's okay, you take up hell alot of my time anyway! heh.
byebye my fav paki boy in the whole wide world! i'll miss you :)

2006-11-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

I AM A VERY AMBITIOUS GIRL.
i wanna go for ALL my trgs this holiday, i wanna study damn hard (i got promoted, i'm lucky, i swear i am), i wanna work too (coffeeclub waitress! HAH), i wanna meet up with the friends i haven't met up with in ages, & I WANNA BLOODY RUN FOR AT LEAST 30 MINS EVERYDAY.

priya & i went to island creamery ytd YAY YAY ( & i got lost, tks to my very bad sense of direction)
i went out with rezwan tdy (how unfortunate)
i'm meeting bestie tmrw after her damn coool chalet!
i'm going out everyday, i think i should just. die.
i need to get more clothes, more everything.
(NO I AM NOT MATERIALISTIC)

I THINK I'M PUTTING ON WEIGHT FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT!
I'M STARTING TO LOOK LIKE A BALL (okay i think i already look like one)

i'm such a bad daughter.
i'm supposed to be helping my mom out with her math homework, but i'm typing this senseless entry out.

i STILL wanna play hockey. i get so irritated when i see people carrying hockey stick ard, clutching on to it like it's gonna fly away the next second (yesyes, i'm a jealous bitch). SO! i hope to do abit of hockey this hols (but i alrdy wanna/have to do SO MANY things!). OR NOTTTTT. i'll just learn it after my As :(

BOO I SUCK.

I ABSOLUTELY LOATHE PJ.
there's no thrill in going to sch anymore.
I MISS CRESCENT.

ps/ why is everyone going to china. LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD OKAY.
& changyu, i'm praying for you! :D

2006-11-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a very very long post (:

I'd like to talk about
1) My fabulous day with the crescent clique
2) STEP UP :D
3) Netball trgs
4) Getting a job
5) My stupid promotional status
6) Mommy & me
7) My lil' cousin's bdayy
8) My holiday schedule (okay who cares, anyway)
9)Fasting!
10)To-do-list

One.
My ultra fabulous day with sakina, soefie, namira, bestie, vithiya&yiyuan :D
we had the time of our lives, it was so so so fun.
i could really really be myself & i know that whole bunch could still tolerate me.
Nothing beats going back to good old company (:
Everyone's the same. We're all the same people we used to know in crescent.
We've planned to meet up bi-monthly :D
I'll plan the next one okay! TO EAST COAST PARK :D
These are just a few pics from the millions we took. (i'm not exaggerating)

MIRA. I TOOK THIS OFF YOUR BLOG.

Two.
Step Up was such a gorgeous movie. If you think,Channing Tatum's (Ooooooh) hot, Jenna Dewan (the female lead)'s even hotter :D
I'm gonna watch the movie again. & i wanna watch The Guardian too!

Three.
Netball trgs are becoming increasingly tiring.
We're gonna have an extra 9 or less trgs added to that Tues-Thurs-Sat trgs!
I'm gonna look on the brighter side of life, & just be happy about it!

Four.
Besides all that trg, I want to know how it feels like to work.
Yknw, like get that kind of experience. Like how it is to earn $$$ & all.
I was suppposed to get a job at Vivo with Haz at starbucks.
But, P & i are hoping we can work tgt at Island Creamery or sthg :D
So yeah, i wanna get a job real soon.
To fill up my spaces in between all that nball trgs YIPPEEEE

Five.
MY PROMO STATUS.
Charm said 2 lists are out.
One's longer than the other.
My name's on the shorter list.
Soooo i don't know. P's helping me check it out!
PLS LET ME PROMOTE (:

Six.
MOM & ME.
She's furthering her studies now, & since her math sucks,
i've been tutoring her.
Trust me, I never felt so patient with anyone before.
We're best friends now though:D

Seven.
HAPPY BDAY AQEEL :D
He's this OVERLY hyperactive boy, who hits everyone on the head, very very very violent, & even SITS on his 1year old brother, but i love him nonetheless cos he's such a lovely boy :D They gave me some horny thg to wear on my head. How ridiculous. YEAH YEAH IMMA PARTY ANIMAL MAN. crazy.
Pics from the party (:

Eight.
Trgs every tuesday, thursday & saturday for like 4 hours (or even more)
Netball CIP for Four Nations from the 7th-9th dec (possibly the whole day)
Netball Junior League matches on 21stnov, 25thnov, 30thnov, 12thdec, 14thdec.
Crescent netball camp from 28th-3oth. (:
Metro CIP on 2 days. The place is so freaking far from my house, but it's for a good cause so yeah.
Job-hunting with P!
Trip to JB with liyuan (i love you partner!) to watch the Razak Cup (hope it doesn't clash with any of my trng days)
That's all for now. (:
Sidetrack: LIYUAN! I'mso glad you get to sit for your Rpaper. Ilove you manymanymany Partner! (:

Nine.
I've got FIVE more days to go! So i'll fast on my non-trg days :D
YAYY.

Ten.
Holiday To-do-list:D
#1 shopping list!
oooh ohhh the job's gonna finance all that shopping :D
#2 two or more 10km runs each mth
#3 gym gym gym!
#4 ecp outing with saki & the girls.
#5 i don't rmbr anymore
#6 add in 9 more trgs in trg schedule
#7 get ALL of One Tree Hill season dvds! (:
#8 get Princess Hours dvd (hopefully it isn't as overrated, as High Sch Musical)
#9 ECP for rollerblading & cycling!
#10 learn hockey from The Mighty Liyuan!:D
#11 shopping shopping shopping & more shopping! (:

Hah told you this was gonna be a longgggg post.
HELLO KITTY.
I miss the Awesome Foursome(we still haven't given shumz her bday cake! & we have t celebrate nut's bday too!)

2006-11-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning.

to hell with the coughing (& the phlegm)
& i found damn alot of my mom's old cds!
Richard Marx, Queens just to name a few, it's like old school fiesta :)
Pw was an ultimate success:D
Trg laterrrrr.

2006-11-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

& you turn it up.

Alevel Mtl paper was fine.
Highlight of the day : STROLLING in the rain frm school to Macs(!) with priya the hottie, despite being sick.
Ahaha how brillllliant. Yay i had my DoubleCheese! :D
I had fun at lunch with her. From stupid ugly disgusting crocs(HAHAHAHA), to my lil' secret t her, to FREEZING & SHIVERING in macs cos we were DRENCHED & the aircon was at full blast or sthg, to us laughing our heads off, to shanky not believing that she was getting harassed by some uhh, DAMN COOL INDIAN GUYS (yuck please), we had a fabbb time.
Thank you my SKINNYhotbitchlove, you made my day :D

Bestie & Sakiiii, hope you girls had great fun at the ac thg!
I'm still running a high fever, after my lil' exciting day with priya ;)
Trg tmrw, I'm hoping t get well soon by tmrw, or i'll have to stay at home.
Goodnight my loves.

Misterrrr Rishik Rezwan, here you go ;)

Come again, you get a little bit tongue-tied

2006-11-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

Bestie came over before trg & we watched HITCH! ((:

GINA I MISSED YOU.
Warm up for trg was pretty short, only 2.4km, but it seemed like a killer :/
It started raining, so we did our drills indoors & it was great. I was so energetic & it was great fun! :)
After trg, i suggested playing street nball cos i was BURSTING with so much of energy :)
It was tiring, but yay i didn't have t be a defender & so i kept running all ard the court. We played for more than an hour! Xiuwen joined us too!
It's so cool to be an attacker! :D:D:D

I ran alot tdy, how satisfying! Ahaha I wanted t run more after trg, cos it was so cool. BUTTTTTTT all of them shut me up! ):
I had so much of fun today!
From dinner with the 5 of them, to playing Mother Hen, to joyciee grabbing my..(okay nvm), to mocking Captain Idiot, to doing silly drills, & to everything else!
chaRmmy whaarmmy, i lubbbbbzxzxzx euu tooo.

I neeed to go t the gym soon! SOON SOON SOON. It's been more than 2 weeks now. FLAB FLAB FLAB.

THE BLOODY SCH TOOK AWAY THE ZAPPEL MACHINE!

Eek there's pw to do. It's okay, for all the effort my teammates put in, I'll do my part too.
Got t redo the script & uhh, WAKE RABBIT UP (that's gonna be so impossible) for pw meeting tmrw.

Last night was good catching up with Hannah Subing Jiahui.
We've been such good friends since primary4!
I know the 3 of you clowns won't be reading this (okay you might), but yeah.
I love the 3 of you very much:D

Friday, beauty&thebeast with Bestie!
Saturday, TRG & ASILAH!
:D

GIRL (yuck, hahaha priya!), I CAN'T HEAR YOU ):

I miss Macs. It's been months since i had a proper meal there.
IT'S BEEN MONTHS YOU KNOW! MONTHS!
Considering how much of a Macs Freak I am, it's a miracle I can even go without it.

My legs are aching like hell. My back is aching.

2006-10-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

It's raining now :D
Thunder,the dark clouds, raindrops, I like. Alot.
My comp's lagging, why why why?

Sorry t Shobah & Vidhya(the most gorgeous people in the worldddd pls) for the last min change in plans.
Next week okay?
This is so random, butttt,
gina, i love you!! :D

Shit i wanna watch more dvds soon.
& yay priya just told me sthg. yay so happening! HEHE call me anytime my love!
Can't wait for the 14th t come, cos I'm not making any plans as of yet.
Sthg t take my mind off this whole retaining thing : TRAINING.
Yay trg with my dearests tmrw! I hope to death that gina comes (:

Byebye.
Oldies, my all time genre of songs, it perks me up (:

Prokeds, mopeds take a limousine instead
They ain't cheap but they're easy to find
Get on the highway point yourself my way
Take a roller coaster that comes in sideways
Just get to me.
-Get To Me, Train

2006-10-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hahah, so when I meant I was gonna boycott blogspot for a lil' while, I meant a few days. Heh.

I'm on the brink of promoting/retaining.
I don't exactly feel like at the top of the universe right now, when the teachers give me some form of hope, & leave me hanging for another 15 days, till they decide on whether I deserve to promote.
Being in LT3, with potential retainees wasn't exactly the best place anyone would want to be in.
But then again, I brought all of this on myself.
I have noone else to blame, but myself.
I'd die to have even that conditional prom thing, which I MIGHT get.
Well at least, that way, I'd work very very hard & pass my 1st common tests in J2.
Promoting seems IMPOSSIBLE now, though.
I'm not being pessimistic, or paranoid, or anything.
But yeah, I just know i guess.
I've got absolutely zero faith or confidence in promoting.
I've tired of hoping.
My promo grades are UUBB, by the way, for those who are clueless.

Today's netball meeting with Ms Liew was trying for everyone.
I'm still the captain, after all that I had to think about the whole weekend.
Rest assured, that I'll be a better captain from now on & thanks alot cos all of you wanted me t remain as capt.
Your confidence in me's really touching & tks for trusting me & having all your faith placed in me.
I'm gonna work extra hard for the better of this team!
Thank you my loves (:
LET'S ALWAYS ALWAYS KEEP TOGETHER & ACHIEVE OUR GOAL YEAH!
I love my teammates so so much. (:

Thank you, also, to EVERYONE SINGLE ONE who has been so kind to me, now that life's a bitch to me.
Pj Netball Team 06, Bestie&Kannan, Nutty, Sathiya, 06A04 especially AwesomeFoursome & Clique4 & EVERYONE ELSE!
Tks alot, really.
What would I do without such great friends. You're blessings, really. (:

I'm upset about all that's been happening, but wth, I can't do anything about it anywayy.
I've got alot more t say, somehow. But no, I'm not gonna bore anyone with my stories.
Hahah I feel like cooping myself in my room till the 14th, take a cab t sch on that very dreadful day, find out i'm retained, cry my way home, & accept reality.
Next Top Model later! :D

Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white.

2006-10-21T12:46:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING's screwed up.
& i'm not even exaggerating.
everything's so wrong, i can't even cry.

2006-10-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile.
welllll, it's been fasting, running, training & more running since the promos were over.
off to KL on monday!
& the netball team finally got a teambag. :)

i'm laughing,
as you push me on the swing.

2006-09-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

hello :)
ohkayyy slow love ballads + aircon = a sleepy shaminah, completely unable t do work. ):
fasting month has started! = time to lose weight! ;D
oh the glory of it all.
i can't wait till AFTER promos.
imagine running & training like everyday when you're fasting.
yay yay yay!
pure bliss & satisfaction comes out of it. (:
plus there's all that KL trip with the team, shopping(!) , clothes to buy, meeting bestie(iloveyoubigtime) & AHEM(hah!)
& there's so much more :D
TEN MORE DAYS!
can't wait can't wait!
( & i can't wait for food laterrrr at 7 )

gonna mug now ):
i hate mugging.
byebye (:

ps/ this has become such a weekend blog.
please just let me promote.(:

i've been listening to alot of lifehouse & faith hill songs.
I LOVE LIFEHOUSE :D

2006-09-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg.
okayyy so i caught only TWO matches out of the 30+ matches of the Hockey World Cup. :)
6AM this morning was, india VS ohshitidonotrememberwho.
ANDDD INDIA LOST ):
& then at 10, i watched pakistan(!!) vs england!
& my paki darlings lost 1-0 ):
it was such a good game, i wanted to DIE when england had like a gazillion penalty corners.
hmpfffff.
i forced my grandma t watch it with me, since she's from pakistan & she started cheering pakistan on, like how the pakis did at delta stadium the other time(shumz, do you rmbr!), & i was laughing the whole time!
sigh, the humour old folks possess. :)
ps//do bear in mind my ambition of wanting to marry a paki hockey boy & migrating elsewhere with a backyard as a hockey pitch, & i'll have gorgeous talented(in hockey) kids!
anyway anyway! YAY I'M GONNA CATCH THE FINALS AT 930 LATER ;D

Westie's owner gonna bring me to watch Hockey World Cup LIVE(!) 2010.
heh he thinks it's probably gonna be in india.
i'll be 21 by then & i want liyuan t come too. so the three of us can have a merry jolly good time tgt :DDD
wahhh visiting my grandpa's hometown! heh. & someone's else's too!
- GRINS.

i lost my studying momentum, again.
i think i study best on weekdays. weekend study sessions are such failures.
oh did i tell you, i like Plath alot now :)
i never, in a million years, thought that i'll ever like her.
since she's probably the most psychotice person alive! oh wait, she gassed herself & she's dead now.
but i'm learning to appreciate her poems. :))
the joy of it all!
& my plath lit group (eehui cassandra izzah christabel) are such lovely, smart, gorgeous people, i have SO MUCH OF FUN doing plath :)))
thank you loves.

& my classmates are really nice!
so this week was spent being sick, mugging, freaking out, stressing out & yeah.. that's about it.
oh, & for the first time, i ate absoutely nothing for like 36 hours in the middle of this week.
it was crazy, i swear.
& running 3.2km with shumz while i was fasting was even cooler :D

STUDY STUDY STUDY. (:
chappati for dinner!
thank you MY GORGEOUS rezzie puttu mayam, for your i-miss-you call. i love you!

God should really punish me for being so random all the time. (:

2006-09-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PussycatDolls.
AHHHH (:

i'm still not over BEEP.
speaking of which, cheer up jasmine!
i beep you, love!
I SWEAR YOU'RE THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN PJ.
:D

WEDDING MANIA!

2006-09-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello. :)

Nickelback's Far Away is a gorgeous song!
credits to cass chua,unfortunately.
It's more gorgeous thannnnn Back At One! :)
Oh & i've grown to love Brian Mcknight.
haha & eehui cass izzah & me listened t BSB songs. what joy :D
BSB, I LOVE! :D
i'll never break your heartttttttt HAHAHA.

SO, imagine sitting in your ugly sch canteen(ugly benches, dirty tables & all) for FIVE hours brainstorming on a kick-ass lit essay, & finding out that you haven't asnwered the qn at the end of your five miserable hours with every ounce of your brain juices SQUEEZED out, knowing your ruthless lit tutor was gonna fail you for itif you handed it up, then deciding on splitting up the work amongst your grp members, & bringing it home t do it individually, knowing that you could have well done that at the start of the five hours. :)

on a lighter note, it was revision for Plath i guess.

my mom's sooooo bored, she's reading aloud children stories t my lil' cousins.
i've heard Cinderella for like the 4th time this day.
i know it by heart now. :)

the P-word's driving me crazy.
i wanna learn the five bimbo cheers, WANXIAN aka HOT LEGS!!! :D

I'M MISSING DAMN ALOT OF PEOPLE NOW!

2006-09-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

i feel so sad, STEVE IRWIN just died ):
i'm gonna miss my fav crocodile hunter man in the whole world.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
the worst part : i can't believe a stingray did that t him!

Aftre years of close shaves, he got struck by the stingray while filming a sequence for his eight-year-old daughter Bindi's new TV series.
But he died doing what he loved best. (:
He was such an extraordinary man .. so admirable.

I know I sound stupid, but yah.
I don't like death. ):

this sounds realllllly stupid, buttttt
I SWEAR. I'M NEVER EVER GONNA EAT STINGRAYS AGAIN!
even if i love eating them with all my life, i'm never ever ever gonna eat them again.

2006-09-04T12:08:00.000+08:00

happy sexy seventeenth twin tower. :))
ps/ please start acting your age, & not your shoe size. hee

OH MY GOSH.
omg i think i need a manicure,
the sun is shining on my gorgeous hair,
23 64 i don't care about the score
do you think i look alright
i've got a comp tmrw night!
HAHAHA RANDOM.

ANYWAYYYYY, KIDDOS.
I found this gorgeous gorgeous America's Next Top Model website.
Ahhhh it's bloody hot okay!!
And i soooo cannot wait for 10pm, tonight. Episode 2! :D

Gonna go sch now, meet TT, get stuff from my locker LIKE MY P&P TEXT(grr), go for haircut(like finally,i know) & do work with haz at err. queensawy macs.
how exciting. HAHA (:
(oh i forgot to bring my pride&prejudice text home over the weekend, so i din't annotate the freaking long TEN chapts i was supposed to, hence my absence in make-up tutorial, cos she was gonna kick me out of class anywayyyy. & it'd be stupid if i went all the way t sch, just so as t get kicked out of class. so shumz din't go in the end too YAYY)

WHY IS SHUMZ SO HAPPY!
WHY WHY WHY!
SHARE THE JOY, LOVE.
LOVE YOU SHUMZZIE, EVEN IF YOU'RE A BITCH. (:

2006-09-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE SHOBAH.
You're more than wonderful, bestie. (:

Random #1 IYLIA'S MY #1 DIEHARD EYECANDY! ((((:
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU (you know that right!)
( & my love isn't cheap okay!)

Random #2 OMG OMG OMG I CANNOTTTTTT WAIT TO GO BACK TO CRESCENT & TRAIN WITH THE TEAM :)))

Random #3 After reading Hafizah's blog, I suddenly miss her SO SO SO much.
my bestest gym buddy, I MISS YOU. Let's meet up after our promos! :D

Random #4 I haven't talked t my Crescent buddies in a long time, esp Mistersex. :) 4G3 & Asilah,Gen,Sab,Iylia.

Random #5 Twin tower! It's your sexy seventeenth tmrw! (Haha. like you din't already know that)

Random #6 Rezzie's so cuteeeee. She loves my msn nicks, & she keeps asking if she can steal them. Haha i love you my sweet sexycrazycool PuttuMayam bitch.

Rock it, don't stop it; love.

2006-09-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

ALOHA. :)
Haha went for en engagement partyyyy & it was pretty cool i guess.
Good food! :D
I think make-up makes the ugliest people(LIKE ME) have their fair share of haha, looking good.
Seriously, it was MINIMAL make-up, but Ahhh it made a difference!
Oh and that reminds me.. Haha Lace always used to say that i looked like i put on makeup all the time in all my pics, when in actual fact, i don't put makeup at all. Not even lip gloss okay! (:
Not that vain yet. ((:

i haven't studied the whole day.

He fills up every corner like he's born in black and white.(:

! song loves.(:
KT Tunsall's Suddenly I see.
Madonna's Vogue. (hotttt)
Lifehouse's Breathing.
Evan & Jaron's Crazy For This Girl.
.. For now.

Have a fabbbb weeekend y'all. (:

2006-09-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

hahaha believe it or not, dear Rabbit just made my day.(:
she's bloody hilarious when she's stressed out.
BUT SHE'S BULLYING ME NOW & BEING SOO BITCHY, acting all powerful & all-mighty.
i feel so helpless .. (you wish, cass! see who'll look like the loser in sch!)

The Devil wears Prada with Mommy later. :)
I'm going for a 10km run tmrw.
I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT.

Anyway anyway! I used this new shampoo today, It's a Korean brand i think.
& omg omg omg. my hair was never this smooth or this nice-smelling.
IT SMELLS SO SO SO SO GOOD OKAY! Ahhhhhhhhh the wonders of shampoo :)
I never understood the theory some people follow, the you know.. "I'm too lazy t shampoo my hair" theory.
I'm gonna chop off my hair by this weekend,I SOO DON'T CARE.

Argh, i have TWO geog ca assignments t complete by TOMORROW.
I'll do it when i get back from the movie .. hopefully. (:
which smart classmate of mine suggested such an early deadline! HMPF.
regolith regolith regolith.

2006-08-31T02:12:00.000+08:00

it's 225am now.
cos i slept at 3 ytd, doing pw(ARGHH i wanna get it over & done with), iwas tired pretty much the whole of today.
i never forced myself to keep awake so badly, esp during poetry tutorial tdy.
but mrs beh was being such an angel, i just HAD TO keep awake.
and i came home at 4, after PW consultation(yeah yeah, my life pretty much revolves ard PW now), slept till 10 & did my work. here i am now, doing PW again & i've JUST started on it. longgg way t gooo. (:

so shumz & me din't do our Poetry tutorial & we stepped into class first thing in the morning, HOPING SO BADLY that she'll kick us out, cos we really needed the sleep(even if it was at the expense of missing lots of stuff).
BUTTTT nikki beh was really niceeee, & she said she wasn't going to be a bitch & she let us continue with lesson. & she din't even make us write an extra essay or sthg, for not doing our work. HURRAH (:

it took me this long t wake up. i'm finally putting in more effort. it feels good to pass all my class tests. (:
it's such a contrast to my miserable grades in term 2, like i'd get only 20% of the paper right. i sooooo wanna promote. i haven't wanted sthg this badly in sucha long time, now : TO FREAKING PROMOTE. i'm so so scared that i won't be able t promote. okay, scared would be a TOTAL understatement.

anyway anyway, i loved the rain, the wind, the everything tdy.
despite the fact that i was soo moody the whole day, cos i was too sleepy/tired t talk t anyone.

Rain. (((((:
& the perfect perfect ways.

Counting stars again.

2006-08-30T02:12:00.000+08:00

it's 2 in the morning,
my brain is fried,
i'm exhausted
& i so wanna tuck in.

):

IM DOING PW NOW (omg i'm the only one awake now. hah)
school was crazy today. we had tutorials after tutorials & MINIMAL breaks & geog ended at 730.
i felt like i had to absorb SO MUCH OF INFO tdy (haha maybe cos i was focusing in all my tutorials tdy, but gp's always an exception).
after pw discussion, cass & me went out for dinner, & well, here i am.

hari's so depressing.
& puking on an empty stomach SUCKS.
i'm gonna compile the stuff up & GO TO SLEEPPPPPPP.
night loves. (:

2006-08-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

AO MTL exam sucked today,but i was sleeping/visiting the loo half the time anyway.
plus it was freezing in the mpr,despite the fact that i had my stupid sweater on me.
team lunch after that. haha, where else, AT LOT1'S FOOD CULTURE. & we'll get our sweettalk drinks before that.
and it was really funny t irritate germ, jenny & charm tdy.

OMG OMG OMG CHARM SENT ME A SONG.
it's called IM TOO SEXY.
& woah, it's love.

And I'm too sexy for my love
Too sexy for my love
Love's going to leave me.

anyway, friday was pretty cool cos my pw grp skipped math after sch.
we had t visit mt elizabeth's t interview the gynae & fill up our survey forms.
sze ee & i spoke t the gynae DR ANN TAN & she was fabbbbbb(she was SO SLIM, noone would have guessed she had three kids), plus the receptionist would allow for their patients t fill up our forms. YAY YAY YAY cheers t mount elizabet's Women & Fetal Care Centre. (:
we're gonna sit in for pre-natal pilates classes at tanglin mall's BabiesnCream on thursday. (((:

then xueting(you're so sweet, love) & i & oh, CHEUK spent our time at LUCKY PLAZA(wth) macs till liyuan came :D
pretty pretty oh so pretty liyuan.
i missed her so much, we took 2 hours to finish up our fries, exchanged like a million stories & a million laughs. (:
then we went far east & we bumped into namira&soef!
liyuan's THE GIRL. she's such a head-turner, i swear. (:
YAY I LOVE LIYUAN! BESTEST PARTNER.
we're gonna study tgt next friday! & Westie's owner is joining us too. (:
HAH & we're going t SPCA! YAY I CANT WAITTTTTT.
after three fab hours with ly, went back t sch, hoping t study a lil'.
sher & priya, please cheer up.(:

charmaine tham hui fang, that hot sexy chindian, sent me a stupid ringtone thing.
& only people wih hearing frequncy below 25 would be able t hear it.
& so i figured that since i listen t loud music, & pretty much blast my ipod ear phones, my freq. qould be ABOVE 25.
but it turned out NOT. it was SO painful t the ear, like this REALLLLLYYYY ANNOYING HIGH-DECIBEL SCREECH.
IM SO GONNA KILL YOU CHARM(even if u're too sexy for your love) (:

night run with mom was cool.

And I'm too sexy for this song.

2006-08-24T15:10:00.000+08:00

it just hit me, that i haven't hit the gym in a reallyyyyyyy long time.
that's no wonder why my FATS seem t be smothering me ):
i've been running alot more though, so yay t that.
it feels so good t run, now i know how it feels like not t be able t run & running means damn alot t me. (:
wanna run in the morning with pooja tmrw! EIGHT ROUNDS.

schoolwork's really boring & dry. i don't quite enjoy the contents of the stuff i study.
or even if i do (Econs), i suck at applying my knowledge t essays & all that other crap.
really hope i promote :)

sports day was kickass!
except that i was shifted over t being a timekeeper, which isnt exactly the best of jobs t do.
but with the nballers ard (GERMAINE CHARMIAN YUHAN IDIOT SITI CAREBEAR & THE REST!), it was great funnn.
HAHAH GERM = PENGUINMAN. (:

banana came in first & i think i stupidly teared when she was being overtaken by that other girl.
but heck, SHE WON SO YAY :D
dear sherlyn, dancer&athlete won a medal for dance too. (:
jing er, the smart girl with hamstring pull, still managed t break the record for 100m.
i'm happy for all my friends who took part in the events, cos they were sexycrazycool :D
now now, only jingz knows who's THE REAL SEX BOMB. TEEHEEHEEHEEHEE.

dinnerr with jingz & sher, & mr lim(my ct) gave us a lift :D
night study with the girls & yay it was a great day.
sitting at the roadside, singing SOS & EVERYWHERE (:

LOVE THE GIRLFRIENDS.
but i miss bestie.
& OMG the band, Sugarcult's bloody cool, it makes me feel so emo.

Six months went by
I almost forgot your face
Till they played that song tonight
The one we used to hate.(:

; don't need candlelight t make you stay overrrrrrr.
[edit//]

ATTENTION ALL PW MEMBERS!
i'm finally being productive! & i went t find all the gynae clincs near our school. (:
HAHA YAY YAY YAY.

2006-08-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

we ( the nball team) only ran 4 rounds track in the morning today ):
cos we din't have time.
so i had to rush through my bath with the rest of the nabllers, cos we were DAMN LATE for morning assembly alr.
& like, my WHOLE SHIRT at the back was SOOO WET & TRANSPARENT.
all thanks t my stupid long wet hair, that couldn't dry quickly enough.
even this teacher, told me my blue sprtsbra was damn striking :/
this is so freaky, but that teacher acty knew my name!
considering the fact, that she's only booked me ONCE for my latecoming,
THAT'S SERIOUSLY FREAKY.

i'm gonna run 8 rounds track in the morning tmrw with Pooja Dearest. (:

spoke t the DM tdy. he's really really nice. (:

& netball with my class for PE tdy was funfunfun. HAHA I PLAYED CENTRE OKAY!
my classmates are Really Cute. (:
i haven't been so hardworking this week.
5 more weeks t exams :/
OH AND IT'S SPORTS DAY AFTER SCHOOL TMRW.
AND AND AND NO SCH ON THURSDAY (joy to the world!)

and i have t be the stupid demonstrator with the the dance girls(!) for aces day dance.
RESCUE ME.
this school is so retarded.

Fast&Furious's TOKYO DRIFT song is sooo cute.

it goes sthg like this. (:

I wonder if you know,
How they live in Tokyo,
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go.
Fast and furious! (Kitaa!) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious! (Kitaa!) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Many many diamonds danglin,
Bag full of money we stranglin,
Hate me, fry me, bake me, try me,
All the above 'cause you can't get in,
I don't want no problem,
Because me professional,
Make you, shake your ketsu, (Thank you!)

LIKE HOW CUTE AND HOT IS THAT!

you all so need t get it, seriously.
i don't care how HAHA, but it's defnitely a MUST-HAVE. (:

thanks shumz! :D
& my phonecalls with Bestie's always L.O.V.E

2006-08-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

started off today with waking up like, AN HOUR LATE.
i had t cab down t sch for pesta sukan, but i was late still :/
imagine sprinting all the way t lakeside taxi stand, at like 555 in the morning, with a really heavy tote, and a really ugly shoe bag that i'm dying to change, and a stupid netball, just cos taxis are so hard t get at my place.
on a brighter note, however, we got our nball tshirts, EVERYONE'S so happy with it.
major success (:
comfortable & pretty. HAHA AND I ORDERED XXL.
so everyone says i look like i'm wearing a pyjamas & that it's too big for me :/
so they nicknamed me, "Skinny Balloon".
WHAT SKINNY BALLOON. HUH HUH HUH.
HMPF.

we din't play too good. btu guess we all learnt a lesson from it.
but the highlight of today, was that the whole team ( only jenny wasn't there) bonded.
& we had this really cool heart-t-heart teamtalk after our matches, which was, yeah, cool.
i finally got t say my share of what i felt about certain things.
i think it went well (:
the team's got great potential, we'll work on it yeah! (:
i love the team, it's great t know such great people with such fab personalities.
AND SIJIE, MY IDIOT IS SO FUNNY, SHE MADE ME CHOKE ON MY FOOD, TWICE :/
YOU DIE AH YOU.

saw Riana there! gosh i miss the times when she was playing Gd with me!
she's still ever-so-pretty (:

and our snr, Rachel, kept stuffing french fries into my mouth & haz's.
hahaha & she wants us t join her club after A's or sthg (:
then haz came over & we did some work.
it's been a relatively productive weekened.
or so, i hope. (:

saturday trng was pretty much a killer, cos of the sun :/
saturday morning sun's a nightmare.
but we had a good game against the seniors.
it was really bad(the sun). but the sun at kallang's WORSE.

i'm contemplating on whether i should stay up t do my lear essay/ GO TO SLEEP.
OH & IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE T RUN AGAIN.
i've been running quite alot now, & my leg injury hasn't been acting up.
SHUMZ IS GONNA KILL ME IF SHE READS THIS.
we're gonna have team runs in the mornings on tuesdays& thursdays.
like how cool is that please. :D

I LOVE MOMMY. (:
COOL's my new favourite word.

2006-08-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

Feelings disappear.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.

(:

2006-08-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

I FEEL BORED.
(and that's really not how a girl whose promos are 7 weeks away should feel, and that one stupiddd exam'll determine whether she promotes/retains/bloody gets KICKED out of that already-so-lousy-schhh)

ARGH.

haz came over after trng ytd ( i din't go for trng in the enddd MC AND ALL THAT SHIT) & i miss my team SO much.
and she bought me filetOfish meal :)))
& she was SO crazy & well, i haven't seen her this crazy & happy.
I HAD SUCH A FAB TIME

i don't care i'm going for trngs next week. OR I'LL TURN INTO THIS HUGE MASS OF FAT SAUNTERING AROUND SCHOOL.
i'll just apply like HEAPS & HEAPS of counterpain on my shin & i'll bearrrrr with the pain (:

haz gonna come over later :D
hahaha she just had her cleo photoshoot & yay i finally get t see her with make-up & gorgeous hair & all.
sexycrazycool.

2006-08-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

school wasn't as great. cos my Awesome Foursome Queens weren't in school with me ):
I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH.
please take care, all of you (:
WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT THE THREE OF YOU.

jasmine! thanks Pretttttyyyyyy (:

& i felt bad cos i din't do Mr Khoo's econs essay during tutorial & i was busy stoning, cos i hadn't studied that chapter :/
so i cleverly figured that i'd write it at home AND I WILL OKAY.
BUT HOW CAN I CHEAT MR KHOO LIKE THAT.

anyway, PEreps had t like learn this aces day dance tdy.
WHICH IS LIKE DAMNIT COMPLICATED.
but yeah, it's funn. & we're dancing t SOS RESCUE ME.
so we gotta like learn the dance, & teach them t our own classes.
AND IM LIKE THE ONLY PE REP FOR MY CLASS :/

and and and meeting up with the A01(!!) classclique tmrw, after training, at our fav fab KARU'S restaurantt(:
since they looooove Indian food. & i just cry when i eat it, cos it's too spicy.
I CANT WAIT TO MEET ALL OF THEM.
yes nut, im sucha sucker, i know :D

night study with sherlyn just now ended up in TALKING(haha #24!) & I'M GONNA SLEEP NOW.
; do you, do you, do you.

2006-08-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

phone conference with aud&nut.
GOD& i'm SO mad at him, i'm definitely not gonna treat him the same way in sch.

anyway, plath's soo .. incomprehensible.
i feel so intimidated by lit ):
on a lighter note though, i'm hooked on t pride&prejudice now.
the love & romance between darcy & elizabeth is so .. painfully intense & admirable of course (:

aud, cheer up. we're here for you. who needs people like him anyway.
night y'all (:

{EDIT//}
woah. i just got back & it's 7 now.
was at polyclinic the whole morning, then NUH the rest of the day.
thank god for hazwani, salma (mylil' cousin) & my mom (who was being such a pest but she was amusing anyhow).
i'm so glad twin tower was there with me the whole time (:
BUT WE ATE SO MUCH, it was like having a picnic in the hospital!
anyway anyway, i have a bloody long TWO MONTH MC ):

SOMEBODY SHOOT ME.

this.is.just.oh-so-depressing
it's like suicide. (pardon me for the hyperbole)
can you imagine! NO RUNNING NO PE NO NETBALL.
i mean, i eat hell alot only cos i know running & nball's my saving grace.
AND NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
haha shit no more junk ):
bestie was so cute, she said "Babe your metabolism is high.wont get fat"
SO adorable, i could die.

went over t kathy's after that & here i am.
poems t annotate now.
here's an end to a fantabulous holiday, and the start to ohglorious school.
(:

2006-08-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

RedDress by Sugababes is looove.

Cos I'm cooler than the red dress .

anyway, national day celebs was a bore.

except for the dance, SHERYLN & RRIYA WERE DDG (drop dead gorgeous) please.

you girls were the stars of the show! hot dance moves, gold-streaked hair teehee. (:

then sherlyn and i waited for hazwani to end her lecture( BY THE WAY, she was the cool model of the fashion designer thing & you loooked HOT, sweetheart) & the three of us went out for lunch & spent a couple of hours just chatting & well, SHERYLN YOU WERE GREAT. SO YOU SHUT UP :)

i need pics from SHUMMZIE & sherlyn.

OH I WENT FOR THE PAKISTAN & INDIA HOCKEY MATCH.

it was absolute loooove.

& SO I'VE MADE UP MY MIND.

I AM GOING TO MIGRATE TO PAKISTAN.

MARRY A PAKI HOCKEY PLAYER ( they were all like. OH MY GOD)

& HAVE GORGEOUS, TALENTED KIDS :D

GET A HOUSE, WITH A HOCKEY PITCH AS A BACKYARD.

HAHA & PLAY HOCKEY <3

ps/ i'm NOT delusional (:

i realised my netball team's very bonded , except for one person maybe?

i'm gonna study hard, promote & then lead the team, again, like any other good captain will do.

andddddd when i get out of jc, i'll take up HOCKEY!

oh yay oh yay oh yay.

jingz love, he doesn't laa. yknw what i mean yeah.

PAKISTAN : MY LONG TERM GOAL. (:

my ipod's got gorgeous songs now, are you jealous.

(shit but my earpiece is pathetic, only one side works :/

chitty chitty bang bang.

you're depressing, cos you've got serious weight issues.

2006-08-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

i went t watch the HOCKEY(!!) 4 nations match last night, with cass & changyu.

& we met a few otherr pj hockers, and SAMM(haha let's quit our ccas & join hockey! HAHA).

Women's Singapore VS India.

6-0 t INDIA.

LIYUAN WAS SO BLOODY GOOD OKAY. PLUS HOT (:

go partner! ;D

and i saw tracy(!!), yanting(!!) & nut & a few others.

WAH HOCKEY BRINGS PEOPLE TGT.

hope t watch the Men's IndiaPakistan match later at night!

Pakis will win laa :D

anyway, thanks everyone for cheering me up. (:

i'm fine, don't worry.

OH. we watched rugby match on Friday. PJ WON CJ.

KICK ASS MAN (:

2006-08-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY I CRIED.

in front of so many people.

cos i just couldn't hide my sadness this time :(

thank you t my awesome foursome, my dearest nball team, sherlyn&priya, peishan & rez & t my classmates.

i love you all.

& bestie too. (:

you're all like angels.

MUG MUG MUG.

hope i can watch at least ONE four nation match :)

i self-suspended myself from trainings but i still have t go for at least one.

my shin hurts so bad, it SUCKS not being able t run.

but i'm gonna make up my 8 rounds.

byebye, i hate PW.

OH mr sas called me a BIMBO during lit lecture )))):

just cos .. haha i was being myself.

& i attended the MOST BORING shakespeare King Lear lecture today.

if that's gonna be our after sch thursday lectures, I'LL DIE.

night studies are cool.
mom's cool too :D

and the guy who spoke t us during morning assembly ( HE'S AMAZING. MOUNT EVERST CLIMBER, AND A GAZILLION OTHER AMAZING THINGS) is cool too. he's 42 & he's got the bod of a 24 (:

ps/ changyu. HAHA STOP CHOKING ON YOUR FOOD ;D

TANYA. YOU'RE THE RED HOT CHICK, GORGEOUS :D

2006-07-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

i'm trying t get into the LET'S-STUDY-REAL-HARD-FOR-PROMOS-MOOD.
i started out with completing my THREE econs essays that night. (:
i have to be less distracted, & stop taking countless of breaks in between cos i took like an hour longer t do it.
anywayyy, yay it felt good t finally meet a deadline & hand it up t MISTER KHOO.

on friday, we had that tamil show & we were all dressed in saris.
OH MY GOSH. I THINK I LOOKED FAT & UGLY & LONGER THAN USUAL.
i was being such an antisocial & my sari kept coming off & the sari blouse was wayyyyy too big for me i had to put in place a million safety pins, but it was still too big ):
but i'm still glad i din't get into trouble with my mtl teacher & that i just helped out a lil' here & there.
but i was whining THE WHOLE TIME & i was wayyy to exhausted t even walk.
THANK YOU PRIYA, I LOVE YOU.

stephanie says:
hey!!!
stephanie says:
miss you!!
stephanie says:
how are you!
stephanie says:
miss you and ur unbelieably short skirt and strange looks!
stephanie says:
hahaha
you stole my vanity says:
i miss you too ): it feels weird not seeing you in the mornings!

you stole my vanity says:
HAHA NUT & ME MISS STARING AT YOUR LEGS!

stephanie says:
eee
stephanie says:
u mean that's what u do!??!?
stephanie says:
grooss!

OH training was ok ytd, i felt like i was on steroids HAHA.

i couldn't train for awhile, thanks t my shin injury

& the seniors who were so caring, wanted t bring me t the docs t get my leg checked out.

but i begged coach t just let me train & he reluctantly agreed. (:

i need t cute my hair. & i need t do my homework & i need t see the doc.

went for crescent AAD with hazwani & joyce & we met changyu there :D

i miss SHOBAH, XINLING, HAFIZAH, MISS AZLIN, ASILAH, IYLIA, SAB, NETBALL JUNIORS & LIYUAN(who din't turn up in the enddd).

oh my gosh, it was insane.

i was outside the auditorium, just staring at the parade square & talking t changyu when the whole CRESCENT JUNIORS TEAM stood together, shouted "good afternoon shaminah!" & bowed.

seriously adorable! :D

i wanna go train with them soon!

then went queensway with changyu & twintower. AND THAT WAS THE END OF MY DAY.

I DONT LIKE MY MOM AT ALL NOW.

I MISS CRESCENT.

& liyuan! goodluck for your four nations matches.

SHE'S IN THE WOMEN'S NATIONAL TEAM OKAY. LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT :D

& i'm gonna try t go for at least one of her matches & i hope t catch the pakistan mens' matches too TEEHEE (:

go liyuan! ;D

i'll make so much of noise when i enter delta, that you'll hear me on the pitch just like last time. (:

EIGHT MORE WEEKS TO MY PROMOS :D

MUG MUG MUG.

2006-07-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

today, i remember the Absolutely Beautiful pink sky i saw when i was walking home.

& the soft ripples in the waters of the canal & the wind against my face.

it was all really pretty & it amazingly ignited this warmth & serenity in me. (:

had PE TDY, netball & it was gross cos i had t wear the pe shorts :/

& i was the umpire & Mrs Lim made me explain some of teh stuff t the class.

my classmates are SO ADORABLE whilst they're at the game :D

Macs with Twin Tower & Siewhuai after school :D

Siewhuai surprised me with Candy Floss just cos i said i liked them.

thank you so much, my dear girl.

AND TWIN TOWER. HAHA I'LL BE EARLIER T REACH TMRW!

lit with Sas was rather interesting today.

different, i guess.

oh well, my life sucks & i have netball tmrw.

& i have a shin injury which the PE teachers suspect is is a shin splint GASPS.

IM TOO LAZY T SEE THE DOC.

2006-07-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

I'm bored so i'm gonna do this. :)

(though i'm aware i've LOADS of work t do!)

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Anyone you are thinking of, in no order. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. Absolutely NO cheating and switching positions on the list, either! READY, START!

1. Shobah

2. Nut

3. Shumz

4. Jingz

5. Audrey

6. Hazwani

7. Liyuan

8. Hari

9. Sherlyn

10. Priya

11. Rose

12. Charm

13. Jaryl

1. How did you meet 2

HAHA i don't remember but we've been close friends since sec4 :)

WE STICK LIKE GLUE HURHUR.

2. What would you do if you NEVER met 6

i wouldn't have as much laughter :)

3. What would you do if 2 and 9 dated

HAHAHAH NUT & SHERLYN. OKAY WHAT A JOKE.

4. Did you ever like 8

we're good friends, RIGHT? (:

5. Would 1 and 5 be a good couple

HAHA no. neither one of them's lesbian.

6. Is number 11 gay/lesbian

NOOO she's attached .. to someone of the OPPOSITE gender.

7. Would you tell secrets to 4

DUH. i trust her so much. she's my closest girlfriend man! :)

8. What is your first memory of 3

how she spent 55 bucks on a haircut & i thought she was insanely rich.

9. Do you know any of 1's family members

YES. KANNAN! :D & her mom and her dad & her other brother & her maid (that's her whole family)

10. Whats 10's favourite colour?

Bubblegum Purple (i think?)

11. What would you do if 9 confessed he/she liked you?

HAHA she already does! we're friends man :D

12. What language does 3 speak

ENGLISH. HER CHINESE SUCKS.

13. Who is 9 going out with

Horse! (: haha okay, no one in actual fact. but a million guys are chasing her.

14. What grade is 12 in

J1? i don't know what grade that is.

15. When did you last see 7

her hockey match against pj at delta. AND I MISS HER SO SO SO MUCH ):

16. What is 5's favorite band

she isn't picky. she likes a whole lot of crappy bands. LOL

17. Would you ever date 3

if i was a guy, i would. cos she's so pretty & so witty & wise at the same time. plus a GREAT AWESOME FRIEND.

18. Is 1 hot

sizzling.

19. Is 12 single

haha no.she's got her darling suren & they look damn good tgt. (:

20. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 1

SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND! (:

21. Where does 8 go to school

VJC.

22. What's 4's best physical feature

she's got the whole package ;D

23. Are number 7 & 8 best friends

haha i should think so. (:

24. Is 8 a girl or boy

BOY with a whole lot of testosterone.

25. Who is 5 in love with

her puppy BINKY. but guys all love her, cos she's SO hot.

26. What is your last memory of 7

how we shared our granola bars in class. (:

27. Have you ever hooked up with 4

YES. HAHAHA OF COURSE. WE'RE TIGHT MAN :)

28. What is the funniest memory of 8

haha he isn't funny :P

29. What is your relationship with 6

she's my TWIN TOWER, goal shooter in my team, my very close friend & i spend alot of time with her, ALOT.

30. How old is 13

18 & he's legal. he smokes, drinks, clubs & has sex all the time LOL.

31. How close are you with 1

SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND. what do you think? :D

32. Would you sleep with 12

yeah. we're bound t have a netball camp tgt LOL

33. What is your favorite memory with 3

haha i've got ALOT of favvv memories with her! (:

34. Who's 11 best friends with

her gorgeous paki bestie, Parvin.

35. What's your favorite thing about 2

her company & her patience (:

ANYHOWHOWHOWHOW, I MISS HAVING A CAT ):

i miss the feeling of my cat sleeping next t me or stroking it, even.

I THINK I'M GONNA GET A CAT SOON.

but shit i'm gonna have a hard time persuading my mom.

speaking of which, mommy's gonna go for a minor operation soon ):

i absolutely adore Ashley Parker Angel's LetYouGo.

& i can't wait for Bring It On on tv later! :D

bye loves :)

2006-07-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

THIS IS GOING TO BE A BORING ENTRY.

YEAH I'VE GOT ONLY ONE FRIEND.

her name's Nut & we fight alot. (:

we piss the hell out of the people in our clique ( SHUMZ & JINGZ) and well we do a whole lot of stupid stuff, like attempting t throw hairclips at our EYECANDY(HAHAHA) who was trying t get some sleep on the canteen table.

(haha i look like i have buck teeth!)

YEAH AND WE BOTH HAVE ONE MORE FRIEND, HER NAME'S AUDREY AND SHE'S HOT. HAHA

YAY IM BACK :D

this is why i was MIA or as Kannan puts it, in an episode of Lost.
so i've been wayyy to lazy t update, i even contemplated on doing away with this fugly blog.
okay so anyway, i've got nothing much to say now.
except that i had a fab time watching Aladdin ytd (:

I remember when you came with me that night.
We said forever.

things are pretty messed up now, i just hope i get over it quick enough.
results were, the ultimate. i've got t see the principal with my mom.
but i heard that over 400 students are seeing her? so okay.
& i'vee been so stoned the past week, everyone thinks i'm like depressed or sthg.
yeah yeah i'm fine :D

my CT's gonna be leaving. she's the craziest teacher i've met :D

i mean, which teacher would greet you with a "Hi, Bitch!" when you see her.

and addresses her whole class as a bunch of bitches.

(:

my comp's gonna come back today! HURRAH.
i wanna go for driving lessons!

speaking of which, trng on saturday was fine. i played GD for 3 quarters & GK for the last.
i hereby admit that being a GD's DAMN tiring.
but i still enjoy it (:

OH AND I MET BESTIE TO STUDY. LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU HUN.

my leg/shin/calf/muscle ( i don't which) injury's getting worse.
YES YES YES i'll pay a visit t the doc SOON.
it sucks to not be able t run properly. ):
i've been back to my usual routine of SNACKING & SNACKING & MORE SNACKING.
more weight put on. ):

i love my Best Friend & my Awesome Foursome for being there for me last week. you guys mean the world t me. (:

I KEEP THIS KANGAROO AT HOME & THAT'S MY GARDEN. I CARRY FOOD FOR MY PETS INT HAT GREEN CRUMPLER. THATS MY GARDENING ATTIRE & I WEAR MY BACKYARD SHOES.

2006-06-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEENTH MY DEAREST MOST GORGEOUS BEST FRIEND SHOBAH :D

I LOVE YOU SO INFINITY MUCH (:

i hope you liked your bday cake ( PANDAN CAKE HAHAH )

can't wait for our movie date on the 14th! & i'll pass you your gift then okay!

whats a best friend, if she doesn't give you a big fat bday wish on her blog yeah. HEEHEE (:

ok so i KNOW i promised NOT to go online.

but i really really really wanted to keep t my promise, BUT jingz said sparknotes had good stuff for econs :)

so yeah, solely academic purposes!

(hahaha i logged on to friendster and and and BLOGGER cos it's a must-must when i'm logged on)

buttt i won't go online till thursday night, that, i solemnly swear :)

unless sparknotes has geog notes or sthg ;D

MATH TODAY .. so gonna flunk it.

lit was .. I DONT KNOW.

so whats an entry if i don't update you on who emerged victorious in the SULTAN AZLAN SHAH CUP (:

DUTCH BOYS WON :D

they're so cute, please.

trashed australia 6-2. (:

and my darlinggg INDIA team, got bronze.

YAY IM VERY HAPPY

& I CANT WAIT FOR THE HOCKEY WORLD CUP (:

haha i had pizza hut with nut for lunchhhh & i talked t shumz & jingz on the phone when i got home, for pretty long tdy :)

i lovemy awesome foursome, best friend & green bitches!

ok byebyebye, just gonna look through the notes.

i'm so last minute, but i've always been so last minute since primary school.

old habits die hard (:

2006-06-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

I DESPERATELY NEED A HAIRCUT!

ok so i just had this burst of CREATIVITY (hurhur, in the form of coloursplashhh) :)

this is solely for my green bitches (:

SEEEEEEE IM NOT AS BITCHY(only 32%!) AS YOU GIRLS THINK I AM HAHA! :D

You Are 32% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

i feel happy now. :)

2006-06-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

the incessant, very much squeaky chirping of this bird perched on the branch of the tree outside my room SERIOUSLY ANNOYS me.

i can't even read my Pride & Prejudice text in peace.

WOAH IT JUST HIT ME THAT sch starts tmrw(see, i'm that ignorant)

or should i say, MID YEAR EXAMS more like it.

& i'm not even 1/8th prepared, but whats new.

i invented this whole we'll-get-promoted-even-if-we-flunk-our-mids theory t shumz, who obviously isn't convinced. :)

so now, i'm consoling myself for not having touched my books this whole holidays, by reading my lit text (i should have done this like a very very very long time ago )

HAH like i just found out math(IM SO DEAD PLEASE, i dont even know how to use that damnnn GC) & lit(Pride&Pred, POETRY) are the papers we're sitting for tmrw.

uh oh, i think i'm in deep shit cos

#1 i've stopped studying for exams since sec4 common tests

#2 i've grown immune t NOT sudying

#3 i don't feel scared or nervous (ok maybe a teesy weensy bit) at all.

i should REALLY stop taking things so lightly.

so i promise t stay 10 meters away from the computer for the next what.. four days.

cheers. :)

then it's shopping on thursday! :D

since mom & aunt have generously given me some shoopping money cos i've been whining & complaining & ranting about the lack of pretty clothes in my wardrobe :)

need to get my fox denim shorts ( but i'm contemplating on just getting a much cheaper one at far east or sthg HAHA), tshirts, pair of sneakers & nike sportsbraaaa.

yay, that's all that's on my shopping list.

little, i know :)

2006-06-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

WOW my name's very pakistani :)

nothing's better than lunch at pizza hut & bitching with gorgeous gorgeous bestie.

this pretty much summed up our wonderful date ytd : pizzas,drumlets, garlicbread, foodtalk, bitching(whats new), hairbands, hairties(!!), hugs (:

OH YAY she even met my mommy & HAHA IMRAN.

HOCKEY UPDATES!

(7th & 8th placing) ;

M'SIA & ARGENTINA

argentina triumphed 3-2 over our friendly m'sia.

thanks to ARGENTO's goal during extra time, COOL STUFF.

argento from argentina scores! (:

ok fine, i bet only I find it amusing.

(5th & 6th placing) ;

PAKISTAN & KOREA

yay pakistan KICK-ASS 4-1! (:

but korean boys are so cute! & pakistan boys are well.. i love their features.

i'm gonna marry paki boy! (:

MATCHES TOMORROW!

(3rd & 4th placing) ;

3PM INDIA & NEW ZEALAND

(India, please win & i'll stop being so racist against myself. it's a ONCE IN A LIFETIME thing i'm rooting for you guys, so do me proud HAHAH)

FINALS! ;

5PM AUSTRALIA & NETHERLANDS

i want australia t win since netherland won india in the last match :/

CATCH ALL THE ACTION ON ESPN (HAHA)

it's channel 23 , by the way.

i've only done econs, nothing else & i'm like not even done with econs please.

; emotionally entangled & potentially distracted. NA-AH.

PS/ mom loves beep song so so so much(she sings it ALL DAY).

so much, that she's gonna get PCD cd. (:

2006-06-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPPY BDAY MOMMY! :)

haha now that you're 38, bday girl, i hope you'll be less bitchy t me.

hockey semis at 3 & 5 later! :D

for the first time in the hols, i'm gonna study in the morning & not laze ard.

so after i post this entry, i'll clean up my room ( i don't allow my maid to touch my things), & studyyyy.

meet bestie for pizza hut later, & rush home for the matches :)

WHAT JOY!

bestie, cheer up ok HAHAHA DONT THINK YOU'RE SO COOL OK:)

& i so can't wait t go aud's(hot stuff, you DID lose wt ok, dont listen t nut heh) house after mids damnit.

can't wait for mids to be over too! loads things to do.

when sch starts, i'll hit the gym twice a week.

haha i've been going to the gym for the past 3 days out of plain boredom.

& some random gym instructor wanna-be guy was teaching me how to use some equipment ( which was obviously wrong & bloody hell i din't even ask for assistance), the REAL instructor had to tell me not to follow his instructions cos they were wrong & they both sort of ended up having this lil' argument. HAHAHA & that was my first time trying out that leg weight thing.

so i din't get t try it in the end :/

haha mom decided to join me for my evening run, cos she usually goes for hers at night & she obviously can run at a much faster pace now, compared to the last time i ran with her.

HAHAHA my short term ambition ; BE FIT AND FAB (:

HAHAHA.

& my bitchy maid keeps cooking FISHY stuff (yuck), it's so disgusting, i have to eat buns the whole day to satisfy my hunger.WAHLAO just cos she's bloody skinny & she doesn't eat, doesn't mean i have t do the same! but still, i'll die without my maid.

yay thanks t zad, i've got BENCHWARMERS & BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE to watch now!

speaking of which, hari says i'm FAT :(

okay byebye world :D

shit, i'm going back to my downloading & burning songs :\

POLICE GONNA COME CATCH ME (how juvenile.)

; your wordplay's created that soft spot. (:

damn you. HAHAHA

2006-06-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

oh shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

i'm addicted to the hockey matches on ESPN now :/

SULTAN AZLAN SHAH CUP :D

like i watched four games ytd.

was msging shumz throughout this game, & we were ogling at the korean pleayers cos they had really hot bods & jerseys that flattered thier SUPER HOT ARMS :D

love you shumz! (:

& omg india was damnnn goood.

HAHAHAHA WHAT A SURPRISE.

they won korea 3-0.

it cld've been 4-0 but india din't convert their penalty corner.

korea dint have any to convert in the first place, but oh well. hot people, still.

my bf sandeep put a goal in. (: HAHAHAH IM SO PROUD OF HIM HAHAHA.

HOCKEY MAKES ME HIGHHHHHHHH.

penalty corners, off-ball runs. HOT STUFF OK (:

so since my eyes were GLUED to the match, i was trying to adjust the fan cos it was sooo coldd, my lil' finger got trapped & hit the fan blade. ):

my finger was bleeding for 2 and a half hours NON-STOP till my whole tshirt got red.

HAHA SEE WHAT HOCKEY DOES TO ME. ):

3 more games t watch tdy! & i'll study toooooo.

i think it's the semis tmrw :D

talked to Bestie for sooooooooo long ytd.

i love you best friend, you truly complete me (:

NO YOU, NO ME. HAHAHA.

rihanna's hot.

alright watching the re-telecast of india vs korea.

bloody nice game. (:

; take a gun & put it to his head. (:

2006-06-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

i studied for the first time in the whole hols ytd. ECONS.

but we(twin tower & me) ended up sidetracking & talking to alvin, kayda, eugene&alvan(they're J2s).

haha alvan takes the same combi as me, so he was giving tips & all.

funny people.

anyw watching hockey game on ESPN now. argentina & netherlands.

hot people please.

& hockey's a reallt really fun sport. haha sumz, teach me how t play hockey! (:

gonna study ltr :D

i've been so moody at home these days.

too lazy to go out for lunch, so i made MAGGI MEEEEEEEEE.

hazwani says i'm gonna turn bald. YIPPEE (:

2006-06-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

time spent with green bitches was awesome.

haha they say i'm QUEEN BITCH now :\

& they say i'm damm whiney. see aud! you rubbed it off me (:

it would have been really really fabb if aud was with nut & me in pj.

well, what aud told me about ___ made me even regret the friendship.

okay i'll leave things as it is, & i should have listened to her earlier.

bu tthanks, love you & miss you aud (:

haha nut thanks for waffle. so hot like you ahh. the bottle's gorgeous too. & the biscuits, delicious (:

lit lesson with vivienne chua was good(baby stories & note-taking at a really fast speed), despite the fact that i had to sit rightttt in front cos i was late, but well she was nice about it anyw : )

haha wth, i CHOSE to be late cos i cldnt resist breakfast at delifrance with Mr Silly.

uh oh, i think i'm addicted to DELIFRANCE :\

netball marathon was tiring cos of the bloody long breaks.

we played ok, i think.

NOW I KNOW HOW FUN IT IS ; PLAYING MIDFIELD. (:

I THINK I'VE BEEN CONFINED TO JUST ONE THIRD OF THE COURT FOR WAYYY TOO LONG.

i so wanna ask coach to let me play midfield on court after mids!

vanqish all the way mann! they got third in the endd, cool stuff :D

midnight movie with twin towerrr! Omen. though we din't get to watch it till the end cos our match got pushed forward grr :\ haha i think it was pretty scary, the movie. & we were both so grouchy, but the 255 am match was great, still (: besides, we were FREEZING in the movies, since we were in our fbts. wow, brilliant brains i know.

thank you shumz for spending time with me & haz. our dinner at raffles hospital during the 4hour break was absolutely awesome. you're awesome too.

nut dropped by as well :) gaby & shithead, the awesome couple too.

marathons like this are energy-draining, but nevertheless it was real fun, team bonding & talking in the wee hours of the morning, getting 2 hours of sleep on the concrete floor, napping on the starbucks table for another 2 hours, spending time with your teammates, talking things through, spending time with pj snrs (TEAM TYCO), getting bullied by YU RANG(HAHA), making friends with fellow nballers ( like vanquish players, may's teammates : colin & that reallly nicceee girrl, henderson girls , TEAM TYCO)

some matches were cool, but others.. were just plain rough & unfriendlyy.

haha quite a number of people asked if i was chindian.

HAHAHA SHUMZ you're not alone.

came at home at 3 in the afternoon after the 30 hour nball thingy & woke up th next morning.

awesome, dinner skipped :)

2006-06-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

MY MAID'S BACK :D

JOY TO THE WORLD.

trng tdy was fine. (:

oh shumz & i din't study in the end cos i was so so so late :\

one round ard the track sprinting only for warmup ok (below 1min40secs YAY)

I LOVE STREET NETBALL.

cos i think i'm better at it than at normal court play.

& besides, it feels good playing "midfield" sometimes. (:

argh, but if Coach decides to be evil & put me in the other team co sthey have no tall players there, i'll have to play shooter ok.

&amp;amp; & & i had to be shooter for trng, & like alot of my shots din't go in, understandibly enough.

DEFENDER ALL MY LIFE K (:

but still it was cool stuff.

still hope i'll be in hazwani's team with yu han& an qi though.

WOW NO COMP FOR TWO DAYS.

spending my weekend at PS paying street netball HAHAHA. (:

dinner with joyce, twintowerrr & sherlyn.

she's bloody hilarious cos her stories are so amusing.

haha we've got plans t study tgt, see how things go. (:

like honestly. you can just go away. don't bother talking to me anymore. don't need you in my life. (:

haha pumpkin so cute yes.

EH EH EH ARGENTINA WON BY SIX GOALS (!!)

haha i watched the whole match yay. (:

they make scoring goals look horribly easy.

SERBIAN DEFENDING IS KINDA HORRIBLE. :\

but i still feel sad for them for being trashed so badly.

ARGENTINAAAA GIVE THEM A BREAKKK.

but i bet Serbia's still like 284963896483264 times better than singapore. so yay to them. (:

2006-06-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA world cup is just so exciting.

shit i think i caught the world cup fever. : )

but i always feel so damn sad for the goalkeeper when he lets in a goal ( not that i can relate or whatever).

like when you see that sad look on that gk's face, it just makes me want to jump into the tv & give him a big hug & tell him "IT'S OK. I STILL THINK YOU'RE HOT" or sthg along that line. (:

(i'm thoroughly aware of the fact that i sound like a psycho)

but no way, i'm definitely not catching all that 3am games.

argh i don't know why, i try to bloody convince myself i don't anymore.

ok, so maybe i don't, but i still DO care.

& that's just so bloody annoying.

i really don't understand myself but i guess that's just part of all that raging hormones yes.

figuring out who i really am, i wonder how long i'll take to do that.

OK WHATEVER. (:

HAHAHA SHUMZ CHECK OUT THE ANGST WITHIN ME.

yay can't wait to study with you tmrw ( like i really wonder if we will, hun)

Mom din't wanna cook dinner for me, she said i was getting too fat. ):

haha but she ended up buying delicious chicken porridge(my fav ok) for me.

HAHA LACE SAID PCD'S BEEP & BUTTONS IS SOOO ME.

what's that supposed to mean. (:

A01 CLASS CLIQUE OUTING.

Those invited, next Friday ok (:

Details later.

so random, but i love you aud :)

; I'm the question and you're of course,the answer.

i don't feel like eating the porridge anymore.

see, i'm moody now & it's all someone's fault la ok.

2006-06-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

JOE DIDULICA!!
Check him out, HE'S MINE : D
unglam shot, i know.

BUT HAHA WHO CARES. HE'S MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

2006-06-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

MOM LOVES HIPS DONT LIE VID CLIP. & BEEP TOO. HAHAHA

Chicken Hor Fun for lunch was delicious. (:

Okay then i made my mom spend so much on all the croissants & brownies & all that other stuff at Delifrance <3

Haha, speaking of which, she wants to migrate to Paris when I'm grown up & all.

Watched rugby match Ireland versus i-can't-rmbr-who on some sports channel.

So freaking cool ok, very different from the matches we watch our fellow peers play in. (:

They don't huddle up as much ;D & it's real bitchy they got wear those teeth retainer stuff.

Guess they got to, so they won't bite each other's ears? HAHA

OMG. World Cup's like MAJOR MAJOR EYE-FEASTING ok ;D

Like I SWEARRRRRR the guys are REALLY REALLY hot.

Aiyah, too bad Ronaldo's a real Ah-Pui now :\

But really, the Spanish, Italian guys are HOT STUFF.

OH OH OH. Croatian goalkeeperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. :D

And well, as for the England team's wives & girlfriends, they're real hot too.

Especially Steven Gerrard's gf. (:

Brazil all the way! Though their first match was like.. wth.

And GERMANY(!!) all the way too.

Sexy players = sexy play = sexy game. (:

Honestly, I'm going to catch as many games as I can.

It's rather sad & pathetic how the Togo team doesn't have Dri-Fit jerseys. Sad.

haha, & s'pore's so not gonna make it to World Cup 2010 please.

they'll be a total insult to us & i'll be way too ashamed to say i'm singaporean after that.

so i mistook some guy with this indian girl for SHOBAH'S BROTHER ytd.

HAHAHA & i made shobah call him (kannan) to ask if he was at lot 1's food culture. (:

Bloody funny.

Had such a good talk with Shumz ytd :D

Miss herrrrr & well, i don't know but she's always so easy to talk to.

i was ranting on & on about AHEM & well, she was so nice about it.

Love you SHUMZ & the rest of my awesome foursome darlings.

shobah & aud, my dearests, LOVE YAAAAA TOO MY BABIES.

oh we had a friendly against bp ex-players ytd.

good game, now we now our team's strengths & deltas better, i guess.

individual performance wise, i think i only played well for the last 2 quarts.

bad communication wih my GD though.

& haha was pretty happy with my lobs, though i think i can improve (:

team performance .. WE'LL DO BETTER OK! ;D

haha & desmond & faez just had to make fun of me when i was doing my stupid crab thing :\

TSK. (:

revision's no good. only started on econs.

my weekend will be spent at PS playing street netball with like a few hour breaks in between each match.

it's from like sat 12 pm to sunday 10 am.

we're even playing at 1 in the morning! (:

yay hazwani & i are so gonna catch THE OMEN for a midnight movie!

should stop here now.

ok, going to stuff my fat self with more croissants. (:

MORE EYE FASTING IN THE MEAN TIMEEEEE

I'M MOVING TO GERMANY/ITALY/SPAIN.

SEXY BOYS! : D

2006-06-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

GRRR I need a new blogskin! LIKE NOWWW.

YAY I'M BACK.

Trng laterrrrr, meeting Haz t study first.

Speaking of which, we're playing for NBALL MARATHON on Sat & Sun.

Street Netball's so super fun ok! ;D

Feels so good to be FINALLY outside that bloody circle. (:

So there goes. All I can rmbr from Obs. (:

Kayaking with a guy who doesn't know how to kayak & doesn't know how to talk.

Plus we got stuck in the storm & had to cross the mangrove swamp, where I slipped & fell like a million times.

Trekking in the storm, when I felt exhausted, cold, hungry all at the same time.

Having to carry a super-heavy backpack & having SORE shoulders & a backache at the end of it.

Climbing the Inverse Tower (which I took a longg time,as usual) but still managed to get to the top. (:

Eating sucky, plain food that I cldn't finish most of the time.

Capsizing in the middle of the sea during capsize drill was COOL STUFF : D

Rescuing the other team was even cooler. (:

Being useful only on the fourth day.

Not liking my watch cos well, they speak chinese ALL THE TIME & it's sad cos we never bonded as a watch & our instructor din't like us (but I don't really care).

My watchmates keep calling me cute & gentle :\ ERRR OK.

I think I only liked Pei Xuan. (:

Sleeping in the dorm for the first day only and sleeping under the basha for the rest :/

Basha's just this blue sheet that you sleep on and this other thing that sort of acts like a roof, so you're still EXPOSED to the cold & the bugs & all that other shit like your watchmates (esp the guys) making all sorts of weird noises & snoring when they're fast asleep.

Sleeping on a sheet with a million & one rocks underneath & you wake up with your body ache.

Waking up, cold & hungry, with my chattering teeth & shivering.

Cooking for the watch when we were in the island devoid of electricity, water & everything else.

All the girls in my watch peeing tgt in the sand ( that was sick, I SWEAR.)

Talking to my sec3 instructor, HIUPLUH. :D (yay he still rmbrs me.)

SIDETRACK: AMUNDSEN CAN WE HAVE AN OUTING SOON?

Amundsen's still the best watch ok. (:

& well, only the last day was super fun :D

TEAM Q, TEAM 1 ROCKED.

Hazwani, Desmond, Faez, Justin, Sam, Deya, Me, Quek, Jingling, Skeen, Ahmad, Sheila (:

We played all the super fun games like Human Entanglement(!!), trying to raise funds for the other team to be able to build a raft so that the 12 of us could get on it and paddle across the sea to plant our flag, and come back to shore. (:

SO FUNNNNNN OK. HAHAHA our raft sank when we were coming back, thanks to the waves :\

So we had to swim back.

YAH so that was that, i came back with no mosquito/ sandfly bites ( as usual.)

But rashes instead & well I got DARKER. ):

got to get back to studying.

Haha Buttons vid clip's hot stuff. (:

; MY LEFT & YOUR RIGHT.

2006-06-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

Yay today`s been productive. (:

Well, at least it's MY idea of being productive.

HIT THE GYM. :D

WENT RUNNING.

MADE MY OWN BREAKFAST. (:

WENT ON A TESTIMONIAL SPREE.(:

TALKED TO HAZWANI.

TALKED TO MY BESTIEEEEE YAY I'm going to SA in the morning before trng

& Bestie and I shall have breakfast tgt. :)

My Lakeside Queen, MAIZURAHHH needed fbts so I went lakeside cheers to pass it to her.

But my bicycle tyres were FLAT.

But since i was alr late, I had no other choice but to cycle.

HAHA & like i took a zillion years t get there, I swear.

My thighs are aching now, cos I had to use so much of force just to get that lousy bike going.

Haha, so on the whole I think I lost like about what.. 0.3 kg?

HAHAHA BYEBYEBYE EVERYONE.

I'M GOING TO SLEEEPPPP.

Shobah said she was going to sleep cos she was tired from slacking.

Hee there's a reason why she's my BESTIE yeah. (:

Nut's leaving tmrw, IM GOING TO MISS YOU BITCH.

[Edit//]

www.prevention.com 's a COOL WESBITE.

GO CHECK IT OUT, HAHA (:

2006-06-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

Highlight of the Day ; SHITTTTT MY MAID LEFT ALR.

I feel SOOOOOO bloody handicapped, like I think my maid was acually my limbs most of the times. (:

Haha, Hazwani, maybe the reason why I felt incomplete when I woke up this morning`s MY MAID.

She completes me. (:

LOL, okay not funny.

Okay, that's actually impossible. I feel incomplete when I wake up every Sunday.

HAHAHAH & someone said "You need a man in your life."

Gosh, that is such a joke. (:

SOOOOOOO, I actually laid my hands on the broom today.

And i made my bed.

And i made my own breakfast (HAH I HAVE THE SAME BRAKFAST AS HAZWANI : Toasted fibre bread with Nutella spread.)

And cleaned up the living room & EVEN swept it.

I haven't done all of the above for a very very very long time now. (:

A few years, i guess?

I'm such a blessing to my family, HAHAHA.

& my mom said "Wow, you swept the living rooom, better than Aunty does."

LIKE DUH.

See, cleaning`s my forte. (:

seriously. If i ever were to go jobless next time, i`ll try out at the maid agencies & i`ll definitely clinch MAID OF SINGAPORE AWARD.

No joke.

So the week's almost, gone.

Extra lessons, NETBALL, SLEEP.

Din't study at all, nothing to be proud about, I KNOW.

& next week's like taken up my netball & OBS.

Coach called me JAPANESE DOLL ):

& the third weekkkkkkkk, i've got netball everyday except for Tuesday & Thursday.

Ridiculous.

& I lack the self-discipline, mental strength & the determination an athlete should possess.

So after trng, I'm usually knocked out, overwhelmed with fatigue, completely drained of ALL energy possibly existent in my body.

All I do after trngwould be to bathe in sch, go out for dinner with TWIN TOWER(!!), go home & SLEEP.

Sigh, if i go on this way, MY MIDS WILL DIE.

I WILL DIE.

& I WILL RETAIN.

& It'll become a habit, I won't study on trng days when schoolstarts.

Had Pizza Hut for Lunch with TWIN TOWER ytd. ((:

& that was BEFORE TRNG.

God, we're pigs la ok. But she's still so slim, HEE. (:

UNLIKE ME.

But well, I don't watch my diet & I don't really care if there's TransFat in my food or anything.

Or if it's been Deep-Fried.

HAHAHA I've been going ON & ON & ON & ON.

Nut, I`ll miss you dearly when you're away in HK(though I won't be in S'pore too HEE PULAU UBIN.)

BESTIE DARLING, YOU KNOW I MISS YOU LIKE CRAP. WE'LL MEET UP REAL REAL SOON OK. SEE LA, DON'T PICK UP MY CALL, YOU MISS OUT ON A FAB DINNER DATE WITH ME, HEE LOVE YOU HUN. (:

Bitch Aud, or should I say, ODD AUD, I MISS YOU LA BITCH. YES LET'S MEET UP 3RD WEEK OF HOLS OK.

TWIN TOWER, i think we've grown incredibly close to each other & I'm happy we have.

You bring so much of laughter & joy to my life, I can't thank God enough for sending you to me as my TWIN. (:

Hah, she's the LIGHTBULB in my life. (:

As a matter of fact , I can't thank God enough for all my darling friends. (((:

Ok, I see myself slacking TDY.

So bye, OFF TO WATCH A WALK TO RMBR <3

2006-05-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

Oh crap.

#1 Mom's annoying.

#2 Just as I thought I found a FANTABULOUS website to watch my vid clips..

I've been wronged again. ):

but the BEEP vid clip's HOT STUFF la ok :DD

I miss my personal comp really badly ok.

MY BROTHER'S THE BIGGEST ASS IN THE WORLD OK.

Lit Enrichment Day! ;D

I predict it'll be superr fun (:

NUT'S BF GONNA BE THE LECTURERRRR!

Haha & we're having a combined lecture with the J2 lit students.

Trng after Lit. (:

We're doing really fun drills for trng now, so YAY. It's been a long time since we had so much fun as a team.

& cassandra was being such an ass durng econs I swear.

i so wanted to tape her with whatever tape was within my reach.

HAHAHAHA WHITE RABBIT, I STILL THINK YOU'RE NICE. (:

;That's not the way it's going down

2006-05-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

I.HAVE.THIS.WEIRD.CRAVING.FOR.

sweet black bean broth.(:

The ones they sell in the chinese tea stalls.

HAHA(:

Watched Summer Catch on CH5 just now. (:

NICE.

YAY I'm going to watch A WALK TO RMBR again. ltr. (:

I like talking to Skeen. <3

; I wonder what you were doing there.

But then again, I don't care. (:

2006-05-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

I AM SO PISSED OFF AT MY IRRITATING BRAINLESS BROTHER.

(SIDETRACK: I HAVE A SCATTERBRAIN, BUT MY BROTHER DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ONE TO START WITH.)

I might be in NO position to say that, but honestly.

He used MYYYY comp, & acted as the catalyst to CRASHING IT.

& well, he was successful in doing so :/

ASSHOLE.

I hope his maple acct gets hacked into.

So now I'll go online less often.

Argh.

Ok so maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

A hint that I should use the comp lesss as I tend to get HOOKED to it when i get STARTED on it.

& hence my time AWAY from homework.

BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLL I'll virtually DIE without it.

PLUS PLUS PLUS my OH-SO-LOVELY Maid's going back to her OH-SO-LOVELY Homeland for TWO WHOLE WEEKS.

I AM GOING TO DIE THIS HOLIDAYS.

Anyw, trng was fun tdy. (:

He made us do really funnn things & the sun was SUPER HOT.

But, well team bonding was definitely there.

Had to do 2 suicide runs after trng, cos 2 people were late ://

Haha, but that's ok. we did it good yeah!(:

SO MANY PEOPLE WERE SICK.

So we decided that if anyone was late for future trngs, we'd have to do TWO sets of suicide runs for EVERY person who comes late. (:

Yeah man!

& we got our trng schedule alrrr. I really really really need to plan my time well this hols.

It feels sinful, somehow, to call this four weeks a Holiday.

Ok so I came home after my fabbb lunch with Hazwani & slept for 6 whole hours. (:

HAHAHA leedeeya came to sch & she looked hotttttttt in her top. (:

OH & she asked me if i wanted to be part of the cast, cos she's going to do BOLLYWOOD again, how cool:)

HEE.

I've proven myself to be a klutz.

Fell down in my bathroom tdy & my foot hit the door & I limped all the way to sch, WOW.

And now I've got this really ugly greenish bump on my foot, EEEW.

Wow, this is such a whiny post.(:

PS/ FLOORBALL ROCKS.

Next sport I want to learn how to play ; CRICKET!

Going back to sleep now, hee.
Goodnightt, world. (:

2006-05-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

It's been greattt fun with nut this two days. :)

and these years I've been with her.

Went town with her tdy, heehee Quality Time spent, yes. (:

Heeren, CENTREPOINT(away from civilization), Cine.

Haha dearest Crescentians were flooding the whole of town, so we went away to Centrepoint's supermarket & spent like A Bloody Long But Fun Time there.

HEH well at least now I know junk food's a sensitive topic to talk about when I'm with Nutty.

I'LL GET YOU ALL YOUR MANGO SHIT SOON OK.

Nut, I LOVE YOU.

Yay we met Pal's dad today : D

HAHAH & well, we bumped into OUR AUDREY at pastamania.

I think it's so cool everytime I tell nut " I think we'll bump into aud" & we really do in the end. (:

GREEN BITCHES FOREVER & EVER<3

Wow, Bestie's makin' good progress with her AHEM & I can't keep up with her Spiced-up life! ;D

GP MIDS was fineee tdy, except that i freezed my butt off in that freaking coldddddd LT.

And like my GP teacher acty gave us like 2/3 of the essay qns that came out, during lessons.

BUTTTT wth my essay was sooo primary-sch standard.

I realised I have very little time to my mids.

Cos it isn't like ONE WHOLE SOLID MTH of studying for me.

I've got NETBALL(which takes up alot of my time, like my countless trngs& the 30-hour netball marathon) & OBS.

Plus all that extra lessons.

So I guess I'll deprive myself from going out, cos I really can't fail my mids.

I hope I discipline msyelf :)

Trng tmrwwww, & I got to be there at like SEVEN.

We're going to plan the Farwell Party for the snrs. (:

HAH & we're getting team bag, towel & water bottle for ourselves, HOPEFULLY!

OH OH OH, Wow went Friendster-hopping tdy, & BOY, did I come across alot of well. OK nvm. (:

HAHA NUT OUR EYECANDY'S FRIENDSTER, GO SEE GO SEE! HAHAHA(:

2006-05-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

KING LEAR test was a killerrrrrr.

Well, at least it was for ME.

At the rate I'm going, it won't come in as surprise if i retain at the end of the year.

Shit I better BUCK UP, push all my distractions aside & do my work conscientiously ;D

I'm so angry and irritated and everything I wasn't before the first time things happened.

It was ALLL FINEEEE & now it's just the perfect opposite.

Anyw I dislike Pj alot now, SO MUCH FOR A FUN CULTURE.

Okay maybe it's just me la huh.

I want Shobah, I miss you BESTIE.

I want the Green Bitches Times.

I miss Audrey & I'm dying without her.

On another note, SO MUCH OF CHOCOLATE BARS in my fridge.

It's BLOODY tempting, i swear. BUT I'VE GOT TO RESIST ; D

I couldn't do my pull-ups.

You have no idea how upset i am.

No one knows, no one.

2006-05-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

3 Reasons why I avoid keeping long nails.

#1 I SCRATCH MYSELF.

#2 When try t pry sthg open with my fingernails, it breaks.

#3 I scratch people when Im playing netball.

Okay shit I feel like CRAP now, after I saw some stuff. :(

FREAK. WHY DID I ALLOW MY EMOTIONS TO GET THE BETTER OF ME.

When I was in perfect control over it, & this could have been, well, AVOIDED.

Okay fine, ARGHHHH so what's bloody done can't be undone.

Anyw, I think my trip t the polyclinic was the ultimate.(:

THE POURING RAIN, THE WAITING & NO JAB FOR ME ;D

Conveniently skipped MTL lesson to go for my OBS medical checkup.

Mom's backkkk from Europe.

I love (the stuff she got for me! PLUS THE CHOCOLATES OF COURSE.)

; YOU SO SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME.

I think I made a fool of myself.

2006-05-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

Yay I absolutely adore my ADORABLE CONSCIENCE <333>

Two rounds ard the track after sch, & us jumping ard(i bet we looked like a pair of retards) kinda got the soccer boys to think we lost our minds ;D

And UHHHMMMMM, i've been elected the Netball captain.

Came in as a shock, but well I hope t be able to do a good job with dearest TwinTower HAZWANI.

Glad she's Vice-capt. (:

& we're going for OBS RESIDENTIAL during the june hols ;D

Haha, so anyw I had PE lesson tdy & i tried medicine ball first before i started on my IMPOSSIBLE PULL-UPS. Did it with Nut first, then John Tim & Eve joined in. HEEHEE but ended up doing it with Tim.(: and well well, i managed to only do four pull-ups in the endddd.

Mrs Lim was kinda pissed i guess, & she said " Somemore you are slim, you should be able to do it". Haha, I really don't see the link. And BESIDESSSSS, I AM SOOOO FATTTTTTT CAN SHE SAY I'M SLIM, GOODNESS. But then again, Mrs Lim's very nice (:

HEE, PE REP OK!

PLUS TAMIL CAMP YTD was fine la huh. Except that I CANNOT play soccer for nuts. And and and I made new friends. (: SIGH I think I'm the only Indian in sch who doesn't know how to speak Tamil la ok. I'm beyond hope. (: But for now, I'm pretty ok with that.

Sch seems like a challenge now, now that I can't slack as much as before.

Managed to postpone KING LEAR TEST to next tuesday! YAY I LOVE MR SAS : DD

OH MY GOD AND I ACCIDENTALLY CALLED AUD'S PRAVIN YTD WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL THAT PJ PRAVIN.

Hahahahah and aud&pravin wanted to call me last night to mock me, BUT BUT BUT I don't know why I din't get the call.

STHG'S SO BLOODY WRONG WITH MY PHONE. ):

JJ TALENTIMEEEEE TMRW YAY.

Going with Fiz & Mdm Rina.

My PIMPLE OUTBREAK makes me uglier than I already am.

PS/ it's LOW SELF-ESTEEM month this MAYYY (:

I'll get over it.

; I want to make it go away. (:

Make your everything alright.

The pretty sky makes Shaminah a very very very happy girl.

Shit i miss crescent.

2006-05-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

THIS SUCKS.

LIFE SUCKS.

HAHA
My hair ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS looks so screwed-up & messy & frizzy in sch.

& it's so nice at home.

ARGH this is so unfair.

YAY din't do PE tdy, for the first time : DD

And I just need to do my ELEVEN(this seems highly impossible, i tell you) INCLINED PULL-UPS, and the golddddd is mineeee.

Okay, hope i get it :)

Or it'll be like the firstttt time i don't. ):

Anyw stayed back to do work with Jasmine(!!!) till about 8 i think.

Haha but we din't get any work done, cos we were too busy story-telling.

Then talked to Liyuan darlin' & Fazly for a while. (:

I MISS LIYUAN.

speaking of which, DAPHNE DARLING came over to pj tdy. Felt sooo goood to see her (:

AWWESOME FOURRSOME.(:

You think you're helping me, but you're just making things worse.

Now that you did, I hope you feel good about yourself.

And I finally figured things out and told nut what I felt. (:

MY CUTE CONSCIENCE, HOPE YOUR BACK'S OKAY. (: <3

Alrighttt two peoms to analyse, and a lit essay to do ://

SHIT plus there's that STUUUUUPID MTL CAMP TMRW. SICK.

AND AND AND we're choosing our captain for netball tmrw.

How exciting -.-

2006-05-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

so i'm feeling rather moody now.

But so many people have made me feel a whole lot better tonight.

Ms Chua(!!), Shobah, Kannan. (:

Heehee, Thank you.

Well, ms chua kinda like asked me what bra i was going to wear tmrw.

And it was so out of the blueee & she said it was good to know that she made me laugh.

Talk about HAPPY HORMONES yeah!

So I irritated so many people today with my new favvvvv songs.

HEY MICKEY & STUPID CUPID.

Really annoying songs, but hey! they're cute & i love them.

AND SO DOES MY PRETTY BEEP, JASMINE: DD

Shitttttttttt PE tmrw = i CANNOT run away from INCLINED PULL-UPS.

I can barely do it la ok, how very depressing.

But thank god, i'm done with my 2.4.

Hapy with an A, but timing's worse than sec4. HOW ODD.

Stayed back till 730 to do my econs in sch. (:

Then dinner with DEEPA & NUT at food junction!

Oooooh, we didn't visit the Land of Doom AKA Macdonalds.

HEH, MY DEAREST CUTE CONSCIENCE(nut), you're still TWOOO meals ahead of us :P

OH OH OH! I SAW IYLIA MY EYECANDY TODAY. GOD I'M SO HAPPY. ((:

#1 so i slacked over the weekend & now i have to face the consequences of rushing through my undone homewk.

Homewk piles up SOOO QUICKLY.

#2 the hockey boys we bumped into in lot1 teased me. ):

Hahahahah & it isn't even true what they said.

Oh well, paranoia's going to eat me up alive HAHAHA.

i loveeee the late night, along-the-canal longgg walk home.

Rejuvenating. (:

; can't get enough. (:

2006-05-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

It's 2230 now.

And well, what's new I HAVEN'T DONE ANY OF MY TUTORIALS YET.

Okay, so i bummed ard
(whats new!)

since i was HOME ALONE for like the whole weekend.

Things I rmbr doing over the weekend

; Going to shumz's really nice house with her really nice room(we all refused to step out of it, she had to chase us out) to do our PW.
; And we ended up not doing out work, but eating all her chocs
; Then went for class outing at Breeks & went well, shopping at Far East.
; I've developed a new love for Old Chang Kee's PEPPER'O.

; Going for netball trng and running all ard the sch looking for the bloody cage's key.

; Coach making us do stupid drills, but ahhh the last drill was SO COOL. (:

; Calling like a million people & asking them to join me for lunch after trng

; Ending up eating MAGGI MI at home. : D

; Watched Beauty & the Beast ;D

; OH! Changed my email for MSN to your.pancakes@gmail.com (so add me up, darlings.)

; I MISS MY MOMMY. (never thought i'd miss her)

; Talking to Nataniaaaa on the phone ((:

; She's my conscience la ok. That's a SURE THING NOW.

; Hari telling me I'm with someone else(god, this is silly.)

; WATCHED MY ALL-TIME FAVVVV FABBB A WALK TO REMEMBER.

I swear that's the BESTEST MOVIE OF ALL-TIME OK. (:

Like it's just sugarsweet to the maximum & well, it's JUST MY FAVVVVV la ok.

Stupid Cupid's a REALLY CUTE SONG <3

(unlike tupac songs, see someone says i don't understand men HAHAHA)

Haha AND shumz wouldn't allow me to send it to her.

Ok I 'd better start on my work now.

Byebye. (:

; youuuu're my cheappppp thrrrrrrill. (:

You're lovely, underneath it all (:

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HAHA MY CONV WITH MAZNAH. (:

RAHH.HOT STUFF=) were u at holland today
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) haha
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: HUH!
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: NOOOO
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) u're hot stuff too la
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) hmm.
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: i din't step out of my house tdy, darlin'. ((:
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) i swear i tot i saw u in hot pink shorts
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) like SHORT HOT shorts
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) hahah
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) hot stuff eh
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: HAHAHHAHA OH MY GOSH NO
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: HAHAHAHAHAHA
&/ I AM SHAMINAH (: i think you saw the wrong person ;D
RAHH.HOT STUFF=) but i recognised those LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG legs la

anyw i've been chatting with loads people i never chatted before, now that i've re-added everyone with my new email add. Very nostalgic.(:

Argh sch tmrwwww