burst out into tears lykk how many tyms 2dae...
haiz.
dis wk was horrible.oh ya..
wanted 2 sae.
happy burfdae sakina!!!
ok.i noe abit da late..bt ya.
its gona b such a long entry.
had netball carnival yesterdae in NIE.
haiz.y m i reminding myself of it?
n i just keep crying?
oh wellz.
i gotta face it.
ya.umm..
took taxi dere.
da driver lost his way coz its lyk damn BIG lahh da place.
ya.oh.ni had 2 cut my longest fingernails..
so sad.
da 1st tym i kept my fingernails dat long[which actuali isnt dat longg] n i scratced myself during trng wen i was catching highest point.
haha.
ya.we played 5 matches in da 1st round.
we won 4 lost 1
pierce,yio chu kang,tkgs,westwood and erm cant rmb.
ya.wen we lost 2 tkgs it was lykk oredi hw saddening.
den da westwood one was so tense..super tense!
it was such ahige rush ta get ba ball into goal circle
den tkgs had sum walkover ting.
hafizah went home at arnd 4 b4 da results came out.
thx 4 da support sweetie!
ya.da bananas.!haha.da apples wernet micee leh dawn.
den it was lyk crescent was waiting outside da results rm ta noe if we got into da 2nd round..
it was so anxious.
everyone was so stress.
lyk gona cry le.
den dis guy came n tell us go 2 court 3.
den at 1st we tot we dint get inn.
den coach told us we did.
lyk hw happie lahh..
we jumped all da way back.
hahalyk as if we won da finals or smth.
we ni had lyk wad 30 secs 2 warm up.
against st
hilda's hu's coach is damn siao. we lost ta dem.
n guess wad.
it was elimination match.
we dint noe datt!
up till dis veri moment,dat match keeps flashing bck in my mind.
lyk dis flashbacks and everything.
its left such a huge impact on me.
dis is da 1st tym i actualli noe da meaning of FAILURE n cn realli feel it.
i failed.
n im nt gona get over it.
dat feeling of guilt dat y dint i stick closer 2 da shooter,intercept da balls i cld haf.
n all juz rushes over me evrytym i tink of da match.
1st tym i badmooded in class.
nvr been dis sad in my life.
ok.maeb wen i got bck my psle results.
it was lyk so saddening wen coach brought us out of da indoor court n saed it was all over.
i was lyk gona burst into tears.
bt..ya.muz act strong lahh.
coach was lyk..nw must focus on studies oni.
nuthing else.
dunt even touch or play wif da ball.
i dunnoe.bt at dat tym i felt lyk i was nvr gona plae netball ever agn.
she was lyk take a gd rest n everything.
took team fotos.
n defender fotos.haha.
da attackers tokk such a silly pose.
haha.
went home wif my craziee rubber ducky.
haha.dint keep my promise of not LOL-ing.
haha.
den went home n i realli wondered hw long i cried for.
even 2dae.went went ta class.
oh ya.btw i realli realli lyk dis [nt in dat way lahh.haha]
as in tink she's super good n everyting
damai goal defence!!!!
i asked joanne ta try take foto of her.
omg!!!
she's got such nicee passes.
n such good interceptions.
n such a nicee a smile.
ok it went lyk dis.
hafizah wanted ta c if i was taller den dis realli tall amg moh girl lahh..den i faster walked nxt to da ang moh gal
so dat fiz cld c if i was taller den her.
den i was lyk smiling ta myself lyk craziee.
den dat damai girl happened ta walk past n she smiled at me too..
gawd.she got such a nice smile!!!
blif it or nt-looks at joanne,andrea and hafizah
i dreamt of her!
i was dreaming of netball matches da whole tym yesterdae.
i realli realli realli wish i cld turm bck tym.
n ya.
ok.
den wen i was going ta class,
joanne juz talked ta me telling me hw she failed nshe was gona fail her 2 tests fer dat dae.
n we bothjust burst into tears n hugged each other.
i dunnoe.
she seems ta feel it as much as i do.
haiz
tekkaire joanne!
i feel da same way as you do.
but ya.m in da same boat as you.
love ya loads,gal!
MISSING NETBALL LYK CRAZIEE!
n 2 da rest of my netball team mates.
i juz lurfe you guyz SO muchh!!!!
haiz.
how many tyms i cried in class 2dae.
gwen n yukefong kept turning bck n asking me to ya..cheer up n everything.
thanks gwen especially!!!!
she was lykk trying her best ta cheer me up.
lyk saeing trumpet n all.
siao gal.haha.bt ya.thx agn!
n yuke fong oso.
haha.gwen n sarah was happie dat i finally managed 2 badmod.
bt ya.
oh well.
wad a sad sad dae.
will nvr ever forget yesterdae.
never!
netball rawks my life!!!!
i wanna go bck n play.
haiz.
ok.
den went on home wif diana sue eunice n rachel todae.
haha.sorie fer laughing out loud.
diana's lykk veri farni lahh.
she wanna go bck to plaeing netball.
haha.
we saw dis super cool guy-looks at diana
haha.wif awesome specs n a sitting position.
haha.
n here im m.
feeling so bad.
body aching all over.
n ya foxy its realli nuthin lahh..
ure soo sweet!ur msgs veri nicee!!
haha.
ya.dats about it.
yesterdae just left such an impact one me.
a realli huge one.
thx sabrina,n da rest fer cuming ta support!
ya.love ya loads guy!
had emath remidial make up wif diana tang n mok.
diana tang's lykk so nicee!
she gaf us kit kat n taught us stuff so patiently.
manz.she's nicee!
netball means da world ta me.
[ilu still].
uh ya.n iylia injured herself so badly.
her netball mates had ta erm ya assist her.
tekkeire iylia!
germaise oso.
n ya.wen i was plaeing our onli match outdoors so confused was being played.haha.
wen will i get over yesterdae?
i realli dunnoe wen.
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